
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you..." Jeremiah 29: 11-14a
Saturday, November 29, 2008
SPORTS DAY 28th Nov '08.

Thursday, November 27, 2008
27th November 2008
Tomorrow's sports day && I must so remember to bring my camera. x.x I so forgot to bring it today! I'm gonna play Frisbee and badminton. Today Aaron was sliding down the railing then suddenly his sweater got caught into a handle bar that was broken and he cut his leg.. He did not realise he was bleeding until he went for drama x.x Aiyo, poor thing. && tomorrow he is suppose to be my badminton mixed doubles partner! Please Daddy God, heal him and let his injury heal. A group of us prayed for him after school today. He's a great sporty person, nice too just that he likes to tease people! Hahaha, :D I shall take loads of pictures tomorrow && upload them up! Got the class shirt, looks a little funny but its okay cause the design is not important, our class and team spirit is.
♥ I promise I won't let anyone touch me the way you do. I promise I won't let anyone kiss me the way you do && I promise I won't let anyone hold me in their arms the way you do. Cause I love you && I don't want to hurt you bi.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Happy birthday pops!
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY PAPA! :D
*The sign beside my dad say: SEAT FOR BORED HUSBANDS*
Taken in auzzie, new castle.
Thankyou for always trying to be the best pops ever since young you've always brought me to your company's family day and we'll have loads of fun! && I remember when I was young until p2, I'll always pretend to be asleep in the car so you'll carry me out! x.x && when we go overseas, you'll always bring me to the most interesting places like auzzie's underwater world when I was young. && buying me a PSP was mammi's worst nightmare but you bought it for me anyways, :D Cause you love me! Well ofcourse there's loads more of other events but if I continue, this will be a biography on MARILYN and HER DAD for the past 14 years! Haha, :D Okay, anyways.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
Monday, November 24, 2008
WEEKENDS
Saturday, November 22, 2008
211108
My whole face became so red. x.x Oh and darn, failed to make anyone fall... Only Jingyi, OPPS it was accidental, Sorry! Micalla drop ice into my back! Do you not know how much I was freaking and how cold it was! x.x Haha, :D Pictures on their way, :D Went shopping with Anna, Brenna and Luwee for a short while.
You know what happened! While we were looking for cabs, we spotted a white one across the street. We made a run for it. Realised the cabbie was PEE-ING at the side! Then Brenna shouted " Shi Fu! No hao le mah!" We all laughed! Then when we got in, Brenna asked, " Shi fu, shu fu le mah?" && when we left the cab, she said," Bu Yao Wang Ji Xi Shou ah!" So funny! >.< After that we split, Anna && I left for SCHOOL.
School was dark, freaky actually like something is bound to come out and grab me! && as we were walking towards the classroom, the only light was coming from my phone cause I was messaging bi.. After that went cellgroup. Went up to the kids place for like 5 mins && we're released. Today there are so many kids. After that, mastered (YES MASTERED) the cool clap thingy for sports day with Anna. Headed home after that. Tomorrow gonna go fake shopping, SHOPPING IS AN ADDICTIVE WORD ALRIGHT. Gonna be Anna's alarm clock and off we go together, cabbing to meet jingyi && Brenna. :)
My supermen, Jingyi && Ashim.♥
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Thursday
My secret is nearly out.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
hold me tight
Hold me tight.
I felt the warmth,
A rush of heat came forth.
I heard my heart melt from its frozen chambers.
Frozen since as long as I could remember.
It plugged the hole in my chest,
Tonight I can peacefully rest.
I wondered to myself,
Can this last forever?
I wanted to hold on tight,
With that warmth tonight.
Because it made me fly,
I didn't want to say bye.
I thought my heart was dead,
but I heard it smash through the gate.
Hold on tighter,
it made my heart seem lighter.
Close your eyes and watch this fairytale happen,
as my flooded eyes, you dampen.
I wondered to myself,
Can this last forever?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Why.
I can't wait for ice skating day, :) Oh no, Friday is the day my bet with Ashim comes to an end! I am prepared to pay 5kuai already haha, :D Cause I'm so gonna lose! x.x Ashim, your plan is so gonna not work! But it's okay, I'll be there to pick you up if no one cares, HAHAHA! X) Cause I'm not gonna let you miss out the fun and REFRESHING air we get up here! Heehee. Hey and my plan is gonna work okay!(: So maybe, I won't be losing this bet after all! :D Yay! Aiyah, 5kuai.. I will take that money you give me and probably donate it somewhere haha, :D
Guess what, Yang Jie told me that whenever he hears teacher ( NG JEE WAI especially.) call my name, he will go chanting MARILYN MONROE in his head! ._. I was oh man, NO!!
Oh, && before I forget,
♥M&N! (:
(That M up there, it's not me! She's a very blessed girl && I love her.)
Monday, November 17, 2008
JINGYI LAOGONG!
:D Come back && I give you pocky on wednesday! Heehee, :D JIAYOUSSS!! :D
Invisibility
I've realised what I am to both of you now, Anna & Ashim are right, I can't just eat more dirt that both of you are forcing down my throat...
...Instead I should just grab it off your hand and eat it MYSELF. After that wipe my mouth clean and take it in && BE HAPPY ABOUT IT because both of you are happy.
This is how both of you treat me, it's a combination.
Like I'm a robot with no heart. (True, it faded off after being broken so many times!(: ); Invisible (Well, I don't need you, I've got other great friends!); Sharing with me everything that I wish I didn't know (Oh yeah! I'm a robot, I shouldn't have feelings!); Your punchbag you mock at after punching it (Provoke me for all I care cause like I said from the very beginning, I am never gonna retaliate. After that say it's a joke. I TAKE THAT AND SWALLOW IT.)
ALL YOU BOTH CARE IS ABOUT YOUR HAPPINESS. WHAT ABOUT OTHERS AROUND YOU!? DON'T TAKE THEM FOR GRANTED CAUSE NOW, YOU HAVE HURT THOSE YOU HAVE TRULY LOVED AND LOVED YOU BACK.
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I'm glad I've gotten that off my burdens. (: Half of me is having a battle with my other half. I've got alot of questions to ask myself:
1. How long can I go on wearing this thick make-up?
2. How long can I endure this pain?
3. How long can I live in pretence ignorance?
4. How long before you realise what you have done to me?
5. How long can I go on living this lie?
6. How long more till you stop hurting me?
7. How long more before this living nightmare draws its curtains?
8. How long can this smile last?
9. How long more before you realise I've been lying to you, to keep you happy?
10. How long more before I breakdown again..
This few days, this engulfing pain in me, makes me feel like my heart is not there anymore. But when I have to face the truth, I feel my heart again but it's not beating it's cheerful beat. It's beating a beat of a time bomb, placed right deep and rooted into my heart. The time bomb is not only placed in there once but EVERYTIME when I have to face the truth. I'm having a battle with myself. I am losing appetite, not being able to eat the whole day. Lacking sleep, endless nights I try to sleep. 2 nights ago, I slept for 3 hours, last night I slept for 1 hour and I couldn't fall asleep again after that. I draw my sadness out, I write their pains on my arm. How long is this gonna last? This time I'm not torturing myself like I USED to, this time it's for real. How long is this nightmare going to last because it is affecting me physically too, not emotionally and mentally alone anymore. I admit, my story is reality.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sunday
Feelings, emotions.
My inside is trembling, I ask myself again is everything alright? && Again I lie to myself. My heart starts beating faster like it is using a hammer to knock itself out. My breathing gets heavier like I've just murdered someone. Yes, I've murdered someone, myself. I look down, letting tears flow and comfort myself with every lie I could come up to protect my inner judge criticize you. Someone comes by, asked me what was I doing, I quickly did a quick wipe and look up smiling the usual smile and say I am feeling tired therefore I yawned. Once that stranger leaves, I get up on my weak knees, trying to lock them there. Soon, they just gave way and broke down shattering into tiny pieces. I'm unhappy at myself, but for someone's happiness even an enemy, I've got to stand strong, pick myself up and look up to heaven. Looking deep into the clouds for comfort, I knew this was a comforting lie I've kept alive to provide that happiness two people needed. I've should have questioned myself before I let go of my sweating palms. But who knew my fingers clung on so tight that they began to hurt when the metal bars rust. Everything seems to come crashing down on me, like rushing water being poured into an empty glass. Withdrawing back to the darkness, I turn the radio up to mystic and letting the music blast wicked. Screaming and punching no one hears me. I let my tears flow like red tears on my hand drip with melody..
That is a story I made as I was tired of looking at never ending codes and editing. I know you guys will say it sounds emo, but I seem to have no emotions now cause probably the codes mind blocked me. Haha, :D Tell me what you think about it!(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEYOU! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEYOU! :DI don't have a pic of you, but I've found this! Haha, :D Happy Birthday! Continue to grow in Christ alright? :) Be cheerful always like how you ALMOST everyday remind me to smile Haha, :D Thankyou for always sharing your interest with me like how crazily in love you are with free running and even showed me a youtube on it. && You and your skateboard fanatic, you even gave me a site to check out which teaches people how to skateboard! Haha, :D Thankyou for always entertaining me in chinese class when I am going to enter outer space! :x Happy Birthday once again, Ke You! :D
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Melanie
I miss those times when the 3M ho went crazy even in public, watch blues clues, strawberry shortcake, rugrats && spongebob together, cook together, put on performances together, you teaching me gymnastics when I was in pri school or even younger! You doing midnight karate in bed and kicking me off. You sleep walking and before our eyes shut for the night our usual private talk about our life, you hugged me when I cried. I comforted you when you cried.. Me teaching you how to play my gameboy SP last time. && when I was much younger, you always brought home puppy in your pocket for me! && I copied you in everything especially in our fave colours that pissed you off! GOOD TIMES.. GOOOOD TIMES! :D Quick quick, come!
M1.
Gonna see you in dec! :D You better go shopping and hit the beach with me and hack your work for one day :x heh heh. This was taken in 2004, the year before you left and when daily NOISE POLLUTION was suddenly gone. No one to practice VOICE PROJECTION with anymore, no more eating peanut butter out of their plastic bottles using table spoons anymore. No one to ransack the refrigerator with for chocolate && sweets anymore. No one to share the blame for eating the whole bag of chips anymore. I guess that was how we became fatttt! Hahaha, :D No one to sit on and tackle me anymore. No more comparing tummies HAHA no one to laugh at anymore x.x No more ganging up and scaring Melanie anymore. No more screaming and whining when you come in the room and I wear a mask behind the door and when you come in, the horrible light keeps flickering before it officially turn on and you start screaming in my face when you close the door. Hahaha, :D && No more hot dog wrap when we forgot to set the timer of the air conditioner and it is at 18 degrees Celsius till the morning and realise the blanket that was warmly placed on me was gone and instead was wrapping you up while I was trying desperately to pull some to warm myself. You said you will come to my blog.. But I doubt you can cause of you tight work schedule. WORK IS A STUPID SISTER SUCKER. It stole my sister! RAWRRRR!
Sister dedications are really fun, cause that is when all the good ol' memories come flooding back. :D
Now that picture was taken in 2004, in Sydney Australia. Before the under current incident. So embarrassing.. x.x Looks like I didn't change alot heh heh. But ofcourse, I grew alot taller! The PPG Frisbee, so what, I loved Power Puff Girls when I was p4! It shows I did not have a deprived childhood! && I liked bubbles that time. Now I prefer Blossom though I don't watch anymore.. Haha, :D I wouldn't have ANY fashion sense if ANY of my sisters didn't exist. Thanks to them, I've learnt WHO is cute and WHAT is beautiful. :D
Heh, I placed my bet already that he is gonna be another average ordinary Singaporean guy who will probably be another guy who is bonkers over dota.
Anna says he's gonna probably be a nerd. MAYBE. People placed bets! Haha, :D let's hope he can change people minds that Singaporean guys can ACTUALLY BE CUTE TOO. Haha, :D
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Oh I've got something to teach.
WHAT TO DO WHEN A BIRD ATTACKS YOU:
1. Stand still, NEVER look at it back in the eye.
2. Take your bag off your shoulder and place it in your hand in case it attacks.
3. Shout, "SHOOO!! SHOOO!! SHOOO!!"
4. If it still looks at you like you ate its feathers, say," Watch out otherwise you become bird pie!"
5. If it moves towards you, stop, drop and roll while saying sorry for offending it.
6. Once you are done, get back up, look left and right in case it did not bring a friend.
7. If it is still determine on chewing you, slowly back.
8. By now, you should be screaming and running in the opposite direction.
Now, there are your 8 steps to survival when you are facing a bird. If it is an eagle or falcon, just skip to step 8! But this does not usually work.. Cause sometimes we take too long to do the 8 steps and birds are usually impatient!
Friday, November 14, 2008
ANOTHER QUIZ!
JingYi && Caisheng.
2. The relationship between him/her is?
HER: My LaoGong.
HIM: Friend.
3. Your five expressions of him/her is?
HER: 1. Sporty. 2. Supportive. 3. Skip addict. 4. Pocky in crime buddy. 5. My lovely laogong.
HIM: 1. Nice. 2. TRYING to be positive thinking. 3. Emo. 4. Caring. 5. Basketball love.
4. The most memorable thing she/he has done for you?
SHE: Camwhore with me after 2 months of deprived fun.
HE: Lend me his pull over when I was icy cold.
5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
SHE: "It's okay laogong will be there for you!" Or something like that :x
HE: "I'm sorry for breaking my promises." You're forgiven from the start. (:
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
SHE: Hello? She's my lover!
HE: Get warm hugs?
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things to improve on will be?
SHOWER MORE LOVE! :D
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Give in && not retaliate.
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I don't know? Flushing them down to China's sewage system maybe?
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
HER: Be the friend she has been looking for. (:
HIM: Pull him away whenever he is within 5 metres reach of anything that can cause pain.
11. Your overall expression of him/her is?
HER: Skipping and pocky addict. My partner in Crime.
HIM: Nice?
12. How do you think the people around you feel for you?
1. Crazy. 2. Cheerful?
13. The characters that I love about myself are?
MADNESS & INSANITY. SMILES & LAUGHTER.
*What happened to Q14!?*
15. The most ideal person you want to be?
I'm happy and thankful the way I am, cause God made me special && Unique in His image.
16. For people that love, care and show concern for you, say something to them?
It's 12.52am & tomorrow I've got school. I WANNA FINISH THIS LONG QUIZ && SLEEP!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1.Rachel Yeo
2.Zhe Hui
3.Amalina
4.Jing Yi
5.CaiSheng
6.Brenna
7.Anna
8.Nigel
9.Joey
10.Theresa
*finally, I just randomly grab from my links. I JUST WANNA SLEEP.*
19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
FEMALE.
20. If no. 7 and no. 10 are together, would it be a good thing?
If they were Les, probably. As long as they are happy but, currently NO WAY.
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
He is apparently wanting to rot to death.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Pretty long. 1 week?
23. What kind of band music does no.8 like?
I know he goes randomly.
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
2 Sisters, LIKE ME! :D
25. If no. 3 wants to woo you, would you acceptor reject?
OH MY MOMMA, I WILL GET RAPED EVERY SINGLE DAY.
26. How about no.7?
I will accept her, be her EDWARD CULLEN but confirmed kana ditch 1 day later!
27. Is no.4 single?
NO, SHE'S MINE.
28. What is the surname of no.5?
TOH. nono, THE BUILDER.
29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Sports.
30. Does no. 5 and no.9 get along?
They don't even know each other!
31. Where does no. 2 study at?
FMSS.
32. Talk about something for no. 3?
I MISS YOU SEX BOMB!
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
== no. There is such thing as TRY!?
34. Where does no.9 live?
Somewhere in SINGAPORE.
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
sky blue.
36. Are no.1 and no.5 best friends?
THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER. Okay, this is getting annoying!
37. Does no.1 have any pets?
Who's 1!?!? I'm too lazy to scroll up liao lahh!! Aiyah, no.
38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
SEE! Scroll again! Anna, Sexy. SHE IS AWESOME-LY SEXY.
39. What is no.6 doing now?
SLEEPING && probably dreaming of pads..
YES, CAN GO ORH ORH LIAO! :D
Thursday, November 13, 2008
LOVE DAY!

ladies and gentlemen, this is my unobliging sister."
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Happy days.
HAPPY S I N G L E H O O D DAY! :D
I didn't know such days existed until I came to CHEENA!(: Pocky day is celebrated by the Koreans which eventually turned the whole school to be so into it. Single hood day.. I didn't know until I reached school screamed happy pocky day to Christy and she told me that it was single hood day too. Look at the time && date! 11.11am && 11.11 of 2008.
Monday, November 10, 2008
Jing Yi && Marilyn's funfair.

LET'S PLAY A GUESS WHO GAME.