Photo challenge: Day 1 - A picture of you when you were a baby.

that's for day 1! :)

I wanted to pick a picture most of you guys would not have seen before. So these 2 would do just fine :)

Photo challenge.

I wanted to start something new, found this and made it more variety. :) ENJOY for the next 30 days!


Day 01 - A picture of you when you were a baby.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of you after showering.
Day 04 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 05 - A picture of your dinner.
Day 06 - A picture of you with silly hair.
Day 07 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 08 - A picture of your bathroom.
Day 09 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
Day 10 - A picture of your bellybutton.
Day 11 - A picture of whatever is behind you.
Day 12 - A picture of you doing something you feel is unique.
Day 13 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 14 - A picture of you pulling a silly face.
Day 15 - A picture of what you're wearing today.
Day 16 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 17 - A picture of your room.
Day 18 - A picture and a letter about something you've never told to someone you're close with.
Day 19 - A picture of you in your favourite pjs.
Day 20 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 21 - A picture of your memories.
Day 22 - A picture of the sky now.
Day 23 - A picture of your feet.
Day 24 - A picture of your day
Day 25 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 26 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 27 - A picture of something you’re afraid of
Day 28 - A picture of your laptop.
Day 29 - A picture of someone you have hurt but am okay now.
Day 30 - A picture of yourself

it's on repeat.

Some of you guys requested for the look of my new uniform. There you go. :)

you still make me smile.

I love these guys to bits :)

Looking through my notes and messages, I found yours. The very first time you said "I love you =X". && What made you say it, was because of one blogpost.

Right now, I hear some of you guys going,"I want to ask you who all these last few blogposts are for but it's a tad awkward." Haha, don't. Don't get me started cause the next few hours all you hear, is my voice hahaha.

It's funny how I can find so many songs to sing to you, it's funnier how you can stay liking one person for years at this age. It's funniest when you're wishing each time for this person to come on, for months; and it only occur once-twice a year..

They say if it's a crush, it takes 4 months and you'll be over it. We've gone way way further than that and it's scary that it's like this..

Daddy, please give me an energy bar.
& You carry me through the storm.

dreams.

It's funny how this quote was invented in my dreams. It sounds funny but I love the idea of it.

Since Singapore, my brain has not rested. I've been having crazy dreams, dreams seeming so real. & Today it affected my living being. My brain was dead, I slept for 11 hours straight and woke up at 3.30pm. Insomnia. I have no emotions nothing, I just feel like a sloth, a walking zombie. Today's dream was about everything, all 14 chapters of you and I but Korean people acting in our story, maybe cause whenever I tell someone all 14 chapters, they scream "KOREAN DRAMA!". But to be honest, the dream didn't have a conclusion, but I see the guy, feeling like you and the story hasn't ended. I like it that way.


Australia day today, pictures soon!
A few days ago, when I just returned from Singapore, I woke up, surprised to be alive.. That surprises me myself but I guess it really feels that way, leaving singapore ):
"Woke up at 3.30pm from an 11 hours sleep;butter cream & chips for "brunch" & I've been sleeping in mess since I returned. Mummy, I need you."

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Went out with Nat to San Churros on Tuesday. Love this babe.

Back to perth.

Another Camera's

there are still so many more to come.

Family dinner!

 have not seen this bunch in ages. I really did miss them and how I can speak to them in English and feeling alright. :) I love them to bits really, though we only meet once a year for most of us, we're still bonded by blood. Hope to see Shanon in Aus soon! :)

Justin's BBQ Birthday!

I miss you!

like I said, I love this pic cause it's pretty arty farty. Everyone's doing their own thing and wasn't arranged. Pictures like these show the true moments in time that's happening, not like those that the camera man has to wait as people organize themselves then smile. Its these pictures that shows the truth in friendships and moments.

Everyone asks,"so, what now?"
"We'll pray, wait and see. :)"
After the first night, it didn't sting anymore. It's as if nothing happened but something did and that's what makes me happy. I feel, there's something greater happening in God's plan but will you allow it? Or will you lie to both yourself and I, saying "I'm not worth it"?

on my way back down.

I'm a girl who bites her nails when she's nervous,
scratch her head when she's stressed,
bottle up her feelings until one day it all comes flooding out,
laugh after she cries,
hates painting nails,
hates wearing make-up,
goes numb after something painful happens,
laughs until she has 8 pacs,
don't care if she's wearing pjs out,
she takes things at one step but sometime mess up because of not looking forward,
tells everyone to smile,
find my own advice hard to follow,
that runs and doesn't care what the world thinks.
she doesn't let the past go easily but finds her way after a long while,
feels lost,
naive and wouldn't believe things from others,
vulnerable yet acts strong,
always tangled in her own thoughts,
always trying to find answers that can't be found,
who is open yet closed,
who thinks she's the ugly in fugly when she sees her photos,
thinks she's fat yet doesn't care and pig out,
who craves mcspicy and leave the best for last but ends up full after eating the buns,
messed up?

Well, we all are in some ways and that's when we need some guidance.

little update trails.

Have not been blogging the last few days of 2010 cause my laptop was in m8.

So here are some updates.

Christmas countdown:

Played pictionary, articulate and sequence.

Melissa's wedding. A photo with aunt Pih.

18th Jan, Tuesday my 2nd day in SG!

At night, met ocf-ers at Jerry's!

 

Went to Marina Barrage.

 Proving that 3 is a crowd hahaha.

Thursday, visited phpps after 4 years! So many things have changed, so many teachers I caught up with and phpps friends. <3 Had the chicken rice from phpps stall, good memories.

Thursday after phpps, met Yun and Loy, wanted to visit drama but had some things to clear before anything.

Now, I feel like I've woken up, like a nightmare, goes on until you are jerk right up and you slowly come back down to earth and recover while you're on the journey down. Questions answered, pieces match, the puzzle is solved, the story of the 3 years have had a conclusion that one might know was a risk. Closing the book, looking towards the future that was once where I filled everything up with a plus one. Now I wonder how, but I know the answer lies in the one who was my first love, Daddy God. This is it, I've been let go from chains I've stayed too comfortable in. Run till you lose the feelings in your legs, cry until memories run dry of pain but lessons to be learnt instead and what's ahead is what I write in with smiles. Recovery, the first has now ended.. "meant to be"; we'll see.

Mr & Mrs Barry.

The venue:

PREP!

Ceremony:

Family shot:

Something random but here's Iggy on Christmas.

Here are some photos from Melissa's wedding. There are heaps more on facebook!

I close my eyes and I see a better day.

the wish I wish on every birthday.
"Have you ever feel like you're dead inside?"
Honestly? Right now. at this point. Right. now.

But I know that this is just a start of a new chapter.

AIRPORTTTT!

I'm so excited, you won't understand.
I use to dread packing but for this trip, I've packed 3 times with joy!

Chugga chugga choo choo!

So I've not been blogging because my computer was in m8 where it got a good sleep, and came out fresh! :D It's been there since last tuesday and honestly quite a lot has happened but this is a bad time to give you updates because my room has been tornado-hit. Well, not literally but looks like it and I've been sleeping in this mess for 2 nights and I won't want to be doing that again because I hate the sight of it but I'm procrastinating..

In exactly 48 hours time, I'd be on the plane for Melissa's wedding. I'm so excited that every time I think about it, I feel like peeing and my heart skips a beat and well I don't know... Everything is happening way too fast. In just a week, so many things can happen! A wedding could happen, a tsunami could happen, a computer being re-imaged could happen, a trip to a place I've been wishing for, for so long could happen, a birthday could happen, being in a blue and yellow building that I've loved could happen... JUST ANYTHING!

There's so much to do before I leave though. God is providing time for me but well procrastinating during the holidays is one major hobby... Will update.. when I return from my trip I guess!
LOVES.

Just a little skip

 So the new year has been pretty busy...
1st Jan 2011 Friday:Count down party, board games.

2nd Jan 2011 Saturday: The next day, more board games party.

3rd Jan 2011 Sunday: Went to church, helped in knee highs. They're so cute hahaha. :)

Little Z: "Can you help me draw Uncle Daniel and Uncle Ernest?" 

Me: "Sure! We'll draw uncle Daniel first! So uncle Daniel has a head... A Shirt... etc etc... Now let's draw Uncle Ernest! Uncle Ernest has a head... A Shirt.."

Little Z: "C'mon, everyone has a shirt on!"

Little T: "Can you help me draw my mummy and daddy too?"

Me: "Sure!: *draws*

Sophia: "HEY! DON'T YOU RECKON UNCLE DANIEL AND UNCLE ERNEST LOOK A LOT LIKE LITTLE T'S MUMMY AND DADDY! Uncle Daniel looks like daddy and Uncle Ernest looks like Little T's mummy!"

Jean Yi: Hey, doesn't Daniel wear glasses?

Little Z: Glasses?

Jean Yi: Spectacles. :)

Me: Oh yeah.. I forgot about that... You wanna draw that in Little Z?

Little Z: No, you draw it! (Because) You forgot it!

Sophia: "Okay kids, I know you boys are all grown up and are really smart and you can keep real still and quiet..."

Little J: " Yeah. I have a watch!" (Ben 10 watch that doesn't tell the time...)

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Then went crabbing at Mandurah, heaps fun. First time! :)

Today:
Woke up at 1.30pm.. Mum and dad bought KFC for lunch :)
Nothing much really but tomorrow is going to be a busy day!

& You say don't wait. How can I not when 1.5 hours can't be compared to years?