What it feels like to be a girl in this world.

I think I'll try defying gravity.

Orthodontist tomorrow.

Captain's ball, Polar bear was awesome.

Sometimes I wish I can just catch up with a whole load of friends, get to know new friends loads better on a personal level, get to build stronger bonds with present friends but its just too many and its so hard. But I'll try.

What do you say?

Today's going to be a busy day. Tomorrow, early morning rowing again!!!

What if.

Like a rainbow, you're beautiful.

God rewards you greatly when you row. With His master piece that deserves all the awards of this world. He deserves a spot in the guiness book of records for being the oldest yet hip and 100% perfectionist of art.

Sometimes He decides to give you the thrills too like this morning.

Rained since last night till the early morning. Stopped from the time I left the house till we were all ready to row. We set out into the river... Just almost hitting the 2km mark it started pouring again. "ARGHHHH!" was all we could yell in frustration to the 11deg with mad wind and now soaked which leads to, as good as being naked in snow. "C'mon girls! Its just rain, it doesn't hurt!" Was all Tom in the dingy said. Right at his full stop... *BOOMBOOMBOOMBOOMBOOM* It starts hailing! Everyone stopped rowing, covered their heads seriously everything around us was all white and its like a gazillion sharp pointed pebbles are just planning to kill you. We couldn't hear Tom anymore but our Coxswain, Sarah continued to instruct us. 5 seconds later, my ore came out of the swivel, the gate gave way. I couldn't row. Soon somebody Rigger comes lose. 5 people, 4 rowing to begin with now, left 2 to bring us out of the mad hail storm. Man, watch them go. They look insane. Had 2 cuts and loads of red spots left by the hail..

Good job guys. If it wasn't for you guys I'm pretty sure we would have died out there considering the fact how unstable the boat was cause of unbalanced ores. Welcome to rowing Marilyn!

I honestly still love rowing. (:

When the down gives you ups.

Detention today, rubbish duty. For the usual.

Award from the city of Melville for art self-portrait acrylic painting. Don't plan on telling mom and pops just yet.

Daddy, you pick me up when I fall, you watch my frown slowly lift and you kiss me, each night I drift.

When its reality.

Glee marathons are awesome. Feeling so free and flying, soaring high while others are still rushing assignments. AWESOME. Joined rowing, had fun but was frozen stiff. 5 degrees at 5.30 in the morning and waking up at 4.30am with just a shirt and a jumper over, speeding on a speed boat I love the cold. :)

Jehovah Jireh, amazing.

The future is a mystery.

Anything that's worth having, its sure enough worth fighting for.

4 busy pack weeks filled with assignments, this week is the 2nd and guess what,

I'M DONE AND FREEEEEEEEEEE! That's what 4th gear into assignments drive you. Not healthy but because I was so focused on doing well, join rowing and make the remaining last 6 months last a life time I've pushed myself hard and am not quitting.

At the end of 2011, where I prepare myself for TEE major year... I'll be missing you, sissy.

You're the first person that made me cry (without the aid of arguments or your Korean drama water splash on my face or the multiple drama slaps you gave. HAHA) when you left for Adelaide. && That won't change cause you were FIRST.

Me mish you!

At that moment,

16. Is it just the number or the unhappiness?

Said so many times, sick of birthdays. Truly... why?

Its just another routine. I may have had an awesome birthday in the past. I guess that's good enough. Had my fun, had my joy spending with people I love. Esp those back home.

People are reminding me of the dreaded date that is coming, asking me to give hints on what I want. What I want? Really? To spend it with people who I deep deep down know without seeing or hearing still care and love and not one of those who just wish and knowing its just another one of those wishes you don't mean cause they don't see why should they wish but just a phrase that you say on facebook everyday. Did you really remember? Or was it just facebook? A good birthday, one just filled with memories I shared with you last time and reminisce on the past 16 years. That would really move me. I don't need those fancy balloons, creamy chocolate cake or even a present. I would just love to sit at vivo waterfront again with those I miss. Impossible? Well that's just it. If not, I won't mind if its just one of those, like any other day filled with laughter and smiles. I'm satisfied. I don't need the world to give me that. Cause God has already given me joy in His own creation that He gave me on the day I was born. Its good enough.

This is a story of 4 uniquely different puzzles.

With different backgrounds, different wonders, different ways that God is present in each picture. Complete yet different from each other. Different roles they each play in people's lives. Broken in some ways but yet gives a healing feeling unconsciously. Building each other up in little ways unknown to make each one shine. Altogether, they are all under the same heaven. All under the same love of God. The same genre: Daddy's Creation. Though different, they are meant to be one world. Together, they are all beautiful and lovely together. Just like the creator.

That's us.

Ohana means family, family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten.

The start of a new chapter, not only my chapter. But ours. Just ours to hold and keep.

A mystery, yet so familiar.

When we believe (Prince of Egypt)

Many nights we've prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seemed like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I'm standing here

My heart's so full I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
You will when you believe

They don't always happen when you ask

And it's easy to give in to your fear

But when you're blinded by your pain

Can't see your way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will
Now you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe

Just believe

Gotta believe

You will when you believe

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When I thought I was failing, disappointing the one I love the most, the One who loves me, returns in kindness filled with mercy and love.. Even though i gave up hopes, faith (regarding the last post) Daddy still held me there. Picked me up and captured my heart. I never thought I'll be where I am, I've never thought I would be who I am today. Ive never thought I would reignite that mission again. I've never thought I'd be doing things like what I am doing now..

There can be miracles, when you believe. The hope is frail, its hard to kill. Who knows what miracles you can achieve when you believe, somehow you will. Now you will. You will when you believe. You will... When you believe.

You will when you just reach out an inch more and that almighty hands that molded me, flung stars into space, gently embraces you/

Victorous.

Screwed math test up, first test I bet… To fail.

Sleep is catching up on me, getting hangovers, studies has the same storyline with the exact same climax. I wonder, when will be the next time I decide to totally stop gaming again… All these, all these… Just aren’t glorifying to Daddy.

Just cause some people aren’t that helpful to build me, I still must persevere… With GOOGLE! :D

In all things, we are conquerors with Christ! J

Fighting.

7 more months and I’m out. 7 months to win this game. Just 7 months. At the rate I’m going I’m neither winning nor losing. Not good enough I reckon. This is not winning; I’m just fighting against myself. Not the game’s monsters. Starting from the school bell rings that make a mark that it’s the end of school, I’m going to live differently.

CHEESE!!!

I miss ya bestf, ♥

I just realised I've never actually taken a proper photo by myself. Ever since young, every single photo, if its just me its all funny faces until now... Maybe I should start taking proper photos. Anyone wanna join me? (: *I don't really like taking my own photos..*

Thankyou Nozza for the RED earphones with smiley at the side!!! :D

This burning heart surrounded by love.

Your heart was made to feel,

to ache,

to love,

to forgive,

to be kind,

to be genuine,

to be nice,

to be honest.

To be sensitive,

to be joyful,

to feel sadness,

to let you cry.

To let you know.

To let you care,

to remind you of who you are.

To give your courage,

to have a passion,

to be hopeful,

to have faith.

One day, just one day I'll tell God:

Thank you for taking me through that ___ years. It was all worth it and its different cause this time I won't say I don't know anymore but instead, You prepared me just for this moment till You know we're ready to see Your mesmerizing eyes; ever since I was 15. He is part of Your plan; the only most rare jewel just for me.

Being.

Found this on Sarah's blog.

Good stuff.