Thursday, December 31, 2009

Its the last day of 2009.

Yesterday we went to Hilary's harbour where there was an aqWA world. Saw cute creatures, fierce creatures, weird creatures and sleeping-beauty creatures..
Today is the last day of 2009, I was getting lazy to blog recently but today is a MUST. This year's last day I'm doing it different. I'm making a whole list of things I thank God for and I plan to cover the whole book. Cause yes, I do have a lot to thank. This year is different, we are here altogether again. The Mho sisters.
Good bye 2009! :)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Crazier.

There are whys that can't be answered, there are whats that can't be seen.
"Every sky was your own kind of blue."

I don't want us to become like them. They are a lesson for us aren't they? Isn't that why God put them in front of our own eyes? Why..? Why can't we sustain that title that people think of us? Instead of being hypocrites and lying to our own souls.

&& Now I'm the bridge who knows not why.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Jean yi's love to me.

I'm finally done writing friends' birthdays into my new calendar that Jean Yi gave me for Christmas, THANKYOU JEAN YI! :D

Saturday, December 26, 2009

True Joy.

Christmas '09 has come and gone away.
Boxing day, shopped more!
True Joy, knowing where I'm heading after death on earth cause Jesus came and died for me.

thankyou for all you've done.

This is IGGY people.

His full name: Ignatius Ho.
His so cute only 1 and his bday just passed, he grew loads from the last video I saw of him as a 3 month old puppy.

5 more days till end of 2009,
It's been a restless year for me, moving here and there, the hope of moving back to home then had to prepare to come to aus instead. The settling wasn't easy, but I've got to say, friends in Singapore who has not gave up talking to me on msn and cheering me on whenever I'm down especially Rachel YEO gave me hope that I can fit in just like I did in Singapore. Now I'm here, settled, having fun, still making friends and serving God. I thank God for sending you my dear jiejie, you've always been there for me too. I'm looking forward to the next opportunity I get to spend with you in Singapore again, don't give up believing cause I've still hanging on there.

I thank God for sending one special person whom I met in shanghai, you know who you are. (: Though we looked so far in front just to give ourselves hope that we knew wouldn't happen, it's amazing how God has taught me loads through you, to have more faith and being tough. Don't forget who you really are. We had loads of laughs together, smiles and a little sadness here and there. It was tough, loads of periods of trials and testing but wow, I never knew faith in love could be this strong. Thankyou buddy.

Jean yi, you're the one whom I've grown so comfortable with. I know I'm mean heh heh but you do know its just a tease here and there cause I've learnt well from the master! You give me hope whenever I see your smile even how tired you really are or how troubled you might be with something behind. I might be younger but I will be here for you if you need a listening ear ya' know. :) Continue shining for God cause your faith and trust that your parents are in great care by the Lord really shows me you have alot of faith. It might be hard but hang in there, you're doing well! Thank you for being a great friend since I first entered OCF this year July. Loves.

Korkor, arguments and a good teaching from you here and there did me good. You teach me because you had a past you don't want me to follow that's why you look out for me. Sometimes I might seem like I'm taking a step unto that route loads of times but you would tell me honestly whenever just to pull me back on track with my walk with God; a true brother indeed. You would play rough with me and won't hesitate to punch me back!(I hate it when people think I'm weak and end up backing out on the punch, unless you're a professional boxer I won't die from your punches people. -.-) Thank you for caring even when you don't have to, thank you for talking sense to knock me in the head when I miss the biggest points right in front of me.

MEL HO, you have been a great pain-in-the-buttock sister, happiness with you and laughter are all crafted into memories in me. We grew up together, picked each other up when we each fall down (Physically, spiritually, emotionally and mentally.) and pushed each other down with verbal arguments but we then grow from those words that we learn not to use again, not to kill each other with cause we've each seen the end results. Your growth in your spirituality shows me well, you're on fire for God yourself but you don't see it silly. So on fire till you tire and sleep like a dog day in and out. Told you arguments do well that's why you don't see a need for noon naps yeah? Haha, thank you for being there for me when I give you my ugliest black face and my brightest cheeky face.

SMILE! :D

Friday, December 25, 2009

Merry Christmas 2009.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)

After 4 years, Christmas we're a whole family again.
PLUS IGGY!

Jesus is the reason for this season!

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Addictions.

LORD,
please take me out of my pathetic state from the valley of sins Daddy.
please forgive me Daddy,
purify me,
make me clean again,
&& keep me close to you Daddy so that I won't wander off again.
Please...
Please save me Daddy,
I don't want to walk down that path ever again,
I don't want to lose sight of you in this fog of lies,
I don't want to be deaf with mocking but dance with joy and laughter,
Daddy, I need you ONLY.
Please take me Daddy and make me your child.
In Jesus name,
Amen.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Lazy like a sloth.

LLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY!

  • today is the kind of day you roll out of bed unto the floor,
  • feel like wearing your pjs out to the mall,
  • feel like going out but realise that today, entertainment comes with one costly price,
  • feel like playing wii but realise YOU JUST SAW A $99 ONE ON SALE YESTERDAY,
  • && You aren't one of the few lucky chooks to have money properly saved,
  • feel like swimming but can't be bothered to bathe after,
  • feel like playing basketball but don't like the thought of sweating in this cruel weather,
  • feel like taking pretty pictures but don't have the scene to,
  • feel like passing time with food but have no appetite,
  • facebook uploads decides to take forever today,
  • feel like constantly changing my facebook update,
  • wanna hang out with friends but most people went back to their country,
  • the question, "Why can't I be in singapore?" keeps coming up,
  • ranting about the lousy transport system here,
  • feel like playing with a dog,
  • going into an eye wear shop and try on every single type of frames they have,
  • wear my new shoes all over the house (Its an aussie thing, I'm trying to get use to it),
  • speak like an aussie but manage to change my accent back,
  • feel like baking but don't like the heat,
  • movie? too expensive..
FINALLY AN IDEA AFTER ALL THAT! :D
Why don't I go to a friend's house for a movie-thon! Marilyn's a genius haha.
Now... who's house?

I'm still happy :D

I'm still happy, check ya'!
Let's share the LOVE, yesterday's shopping for me was.. ALL ABOUT SHOES. Sales are awesome, shoes with sales are better.
I bought a pair of volleys to replace my white converse. I have to throw them out and I'm sortta' reluctant cause that pair of shoe was present on ever happy occasion from singapore to perth. Every single memory has been inked onto them.

Singapore:
Sec 1 - Nat, remember the balls we use to draw on each other shoes? It's still there.
The little cars I drew in sci (With that teacher screaming :P) on the sides are still there.
Sec 2 - My name written with friends if I'm not wrong in class contact.
T.H.E.M, The smile I drew with you guys present.
Shanghai:
The heart I drew on my shoe together with Ashim. (It means nothing now)Australia:
I have not drawn anything on it, here yet but it has gained loads of stains and became yellow-er. I'm going to draw on it now and take pictures of the memories. :)
(Yes, I've not washed it since I left Singapore on 16th Aug 2008)

Shall go take pictures now.
edit later.


This is for my memory in Australia.
Goodbye with love.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Shopping happy.

This is how I feel now, mixed and mostly messed up.
Happy: Finally shopped freely.
Disgusted: At myself.
Excited: Chrissy is coming.
Hesitating: Thoughts for the upcoming wild 2010.
Pumped: For school next year.
Neutral: Jobs.
Filled: With stuff to suggest to do with peeps.
Missing: Need to draw closer to God.
Creative: Feel like drawing but cant bring myself to hold a pencil.
Numb: August 2008
Pretty: Someone free enough to paint my nails?
Lazy: Can't be bothered to paint my own nails.

Realise.

On my way.
I just realised that braces are running to me in less than 3 months now.
I'm a goner, I hope mom saves me from being ugly Betty. Just say yes please.. I've got to say byebye to my baby vamp teeth too. Next year, I'm going to be rather different and MATURE. MATURE!? Heh, maybe just a little!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Hairstyles.

Thought of the day:
Can guy's hair style more than girl's sticking with the same flat base to begin with?

I'm gonna try do as many hairstyles as I can with my hair whenever I'm bored cause now, its too hot to do anything. Will probably ask Mel to help if she is bored too!
If you are reading this and you think you are bored, you are more than welcome to try out, take pics of yourself and I'll upload yours if you wanna. Guys or girls, doesn't matter.

Some photos from Denmark, more? Fb! (:
Marilyn's master piece of the day. Ain't it beautiful? This, is God's creation that he made with love for us.
This is my personal favourite.

The boy at KFC gives me hope.

gmh.

Christmas is coming.

Chrissy is coming, need to do some shopping!

Amanda is coming,
Melly is coming
&& so is Iggy.Just got back from Denmark, boy I need a HOLIDAY from HOLIDAYS. I've got my classes, my electives, year results and teachers, what more do I need.

Horses, they amaze me.
A relationship with Bullet, how I wish it lasted just maybe 1 day longer? (:
Best horse riding experience ever.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Testify to love.

In summary over the last few days I've been away,

OCF AGM '09, INTENSE but interesting.

Ocf 50th Convention '09, AWESOME, Learnt, Grew and understood better.
Most importantly, God made me learn how to step out of my comfort zone willingly, he's training me in TLC already and I believe it is miracles that made me reunite with things. I've learnt how to pray everyday with faith that God works in many ways even in little things.

Pictures to come when everyone is back to their homes! (:

The song that was performed for Gala night.
I was in dance for this, it was AWESOME.
Avalon Testify to Love:
[Verse 1:]
All the colors of the rainbow
All the voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find
where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky (in every sky)
Every corner of creation
lives to testify

[Chorus:]
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences
When words are not enough
With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love

[Verse 2:]
From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the seas (rivers to the seas)
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out
to offer peace (give peace a chance)
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come (to kingdom come)
All the hope in every heart will
Speak what love has done
(Repeat Chorus)

[Bridge 1:]
Colors of the rainbow
Voices of the wind
Dream that reaches out
Where love Begins
Word of every story
Star of every sky
Corner of creation
Testify

[Bridge 2:]
Mountains to the valleys
Rivers to the seas
Hand that reaches out
To offer peace
Simple act of mercy
Step to kingdom come
Every heart will speak
What love has done

[Repeat Bridge 1]

[This is the 2nd chorus]
(For as long as I shall live, I'll testify, testify
All my life, I'll testify)For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a witness in the silences
When words are not enough
(Every breath I take, give thanks and testify, testify) With every breath I take
I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify

[Repeat Chorus]
[Repeat 2nd chorus]

[End: Sung along with the added parts in 2nd chorus]
Testify Your way
Testify Your truth
Testify Your life
Your love and mercy
(Repeat End)

It's a beautiful song.

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Malaysia!

I'm leaving. See you peeps. Will be back to blog! :DMy relatives in perth, not all of them are here but most. && Sabestian is like a so cute.
Cousins (:
Lauren!
Lisette!
Loves.

Friday, December 04, 2009

You raise me up.

It has just hit me, right now that today is my last day as an year 9 penrhosian girl. Next year, I'm year 10.
This is one great group of girls really. Including Ms Rule. If you are wondering where I am, I'm on the second row (From top) , 1st girl. Yes, my bangs are covering half my eye and my specs are covering the second half but I reckon this is the best formal shot I have in school ever. Bye middle school.

I have my goal for next year already:
  1. Serve TLC whole-hearted.
  2. Serve in OCF as much as possible, be mel's diligent "wife" (haha)
  3. Be involved in School activities as much as possible.
  4. Make a break through away from______.
  5. Get at least 3 sport pinnets (I have no idea how to spell this word whatever, for short, AWARD) for the year.
  6. Get 1 star for academic awards.
  7. Get 1 star for CCAs.
  8. Be an 'A' student instead of 'B+'.
  9. Get closer with peeps.
  10. WORK.
I know I'm ambitious, but I'm going to make this work with Daddy granting me the strength if he's willing. :)

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Where butterflies flutter.

This feeling in me is back again.
This wanting to be there, in Singapore, for Christmas maybe. This wanting to just return and satisfy my scarlet flames of fiery misses.. There are many I've not talked to for quite a long time but I really do miss them. Just that we have nothing to say cause we know each other well and we don't share the same happenings anymore. Butterfly fly away..

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

Where ladybirds come out to play.

Today was Yr 9 picnic, was fun.
Sick, couldn't eat junk had no appetite and yes, cucumbers for lunch with NICE AWESOME SAUCE MAMMI INVENTED! :D Thank God for SAUCE! Played, spun on the crazy thing, nearly puke but all was good! Pictures to come.

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Excitement.

I was so touched by the ending
of 'The day after tomorrow',
I nearly tear. Silly me.

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Cause I'm falling sick, &&
cause my parents were so
amazed by someone emailed
on cucumbers, mom made me
eat the whole fruit from the
top to the bottom with honey.
I LIKE IT (The perfect excuse to have something so sweet)! (:

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I've always expected my helium
balloons to drop the day after
I brought them home cause they
always did in Singapore but the
next few days I scared myself awake
when the string is long enough
to tickle me awake with the wind.




I know how funny my life gets each day as it goes by.
I'm amazed too.

Time to grow.

The last batch of pictures of that awesome night.
&& That's the end.