Save me.

Tomorrow is the big day.

Slowly losing my appetite all over again. It feels as if I screwed yesterday and today up..

I'm currently in that stage now, my mind is speeding like a torpedo and my legs feel like they are running for a big take off and fly.

Daddy, lift me and carry me away from the huge autumn leaves hurricane and winter's attack of hail. Take my heart and mould it, refine it cause I am yours.

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tag replies:
Colin: I will and I am.
Yunxin: *hugs* Hang in there. Yun.. I thought I was going
back during new year but turns out I am not. I miss you much!
Juliana: Hey Jul! Yupp sure will.
Evelynn: LOL Yeah very random haha.
Tricia: I found out cause I ran out of credit.. I am sorry love.
Macy: Life is good. Yupp sure will.
Nigel: Really? Have you read it? Do you reckon its good?
Rachel: I know right! I was so amazed by it!
Loysius: Its alright Peterpan. Sounds like she
has a little hint who she is. Happy dance!
Peterpan!

Just another impossible hope.

Holiday is something I miss.
It's here and soon it will zoom past.
Andrew came today for lunch had
one good long chat with him!

Tonight's movie night again with bao.
My turn to pick a cartoon movie! :D
Haha, our pj movie night.

Tomorrow is going to be one busy day,
baddy with ocf then term meeting in church!

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How can you explain a feeling that does not have a word to describe it. Its mixed and its rolling, the haunt and the hoping. The wishing and the praying. The waits and the coming. The smile and the laughing.

new house.

Service, cafeteria, new house.
Mommy bought cupcakes that was sold by some church friends. It made my day! (:

Marilyn loves her new room! (♥) && NEW HOUSE! :D



WEBCAM WITH CALVIN! :D:D:D Loved!♥

Calvin :D

I bet I can make Calvin laugh without even trying!

I just pop my enthu face and he goes cracking like a wild goose which in turn makes me crack like one too!

&& He's my PARTNER IN CRIME! Oh yeah..!

Sky of love <3

I watched sky of love again.
I bawled my eyes out again. && Every time I watch a movie, people revolving around my life will be placed in the movie.

The person I placed in it the first time was placed in it again.

But the difference this time is... I don't have you anymore.

Speeding down lanes with thrill race.

Korkor sent me home tonight.
BEST CAR RIDE EVER WITH MATTHEW TOO! :D

'nuff said, one word, FUN.

It hit my 1st best car ride ever to 2nd. && That car ride was when.. Mel was driving head on in a bus lane so we were practically facing each other face to face. THRILL, she started to panic I started giggling like a happy child with my happy meal!

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&& That's why Tinkerbell loves her peterpan!

Calvin and Hobbs, NOT.

Calvin and Hobbs, NOT!
Compare, SPOT THE DIFFERENCE! :D

Damn it, if only I had short arms like calvin!

Rayner's misses of water drips!

This twin of mine, MADE MY WEEK! :)

4 more days till HOLIDAYS!

4. MORE. DAYS. TO. HOLI.DAY... YEAHHHHH! :DAnd I will probably start work..

Today, I spent most of my time.. Watching funny youtube videos with Calvin and How I met your mother season 1 the first few chapters. I'm already in a holiday mood, NOT TOO GOOD! Got science test coming up... Oh boy, 9 MORE WEEKS TO SUMMER BREAK! :D:D:D
But to burst my bubble.. Before that, have to ACE my records! && I still have 3 Assignments DUE!

Strawberry icecream, love daddy.

Daddy helped me scoop my ice cream and topped it with Strawberry, he's so cute.

Anyways, this post is for him.
If it wasn't for him, grandpapa and grandmomma won't be saved.

If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't be saved.

If it wasn't for him, my whole family won't be saved.

If it wasn't for him, my aunts and uncles won't be saved.

If it wasn't for him, Grandpapa wouldn't have become a successful and amazing preacher.

If it wasn't for him, many souls wouldn't have been won for Christ.

If it wasn't for his faith and obedience to God, we wouldn't be here.

If we weren't here, I would still be deaf to God calling me.

If we weren't here, I would still be so naive and selfish.

If it wasn't for his faith, Grandpapa wouldn't have won many.

If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't see Grandpapa being so insistent in preaching.

If it wasn't for Grandpapa, I wouldn't even think of being a preacher.

But because Daddy brought Grandpapa to Christ, Grandpapa grew and became a preacher therefore, I, Marilyn want to be like Grandpapa. I too want to be like daddy, being the first domino to hit and change lives to win them for DADDY IN HEAVEN.

Saturday and Sunday.

Rock climbing yesterday was..
AWESOME! :D

Movie Marathon with family and bao was great, popcorn never ending. We watched the English Patient and Dirty Dancing. The English patient is good!

I can't wait for my term break. 1 MORE WEEK! FIGHTING! :D


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Click on the picture,
wait for it to load then Control + A
&& see what you get!

This doesn't work in Firefox, tested and proven. I'm not sure about safari but IE is the best for this! :)

Stalked..

I got stalked by some dodgy local man in black today. && I thought to myself, "How I wish, someone would be here with me..." Then I remembered Daddy IS with me so I prayed; a bus came (The bus rarely comes at this time) LOADS of people (Which is unusual) came off, I walked closely behind some wise looking elder and after crossing the road, I turned. I saw the dodgy man walking away, back to where we came from.

Cause I had faith, didn't doubt that HE was there with me. (:

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How I wish sometimes, I had my PRIVACY.

Going OCF (!!!), waiting for korkor to come get me.

I Hear Daddy calling me.

The first cry of life,
filled with love and gratefulness,
God made all of us perfect.
Perfection in our own ways.

Humans fail,
We give up,
We curse and swear,
Asking why why why.

Who am I to question life?
Who am I to choose heaven or hell?
Who am I to rumble like the thunder,
And roar like the crashing ocean?

I'm nothing more than a desperate butterfly,
A baby that hurts him,
much more than our fellow men hurting us.
But his bells of love...

Oh dear stars of love,
So filled with compassion,
Gentleness like the lilies
and peace like the water's ripples.

What more can I ask for?
What more can I demand?
What more can I beg?
When He has already blessed me so rich in colours.

Is this earth we are on?
Is this the world He created?
Cause with Daddy,
It feels like heaven already.

I'm so plain and simple to Him,
But He takes my heart and places it,
In His hands.
Like the way He says my name.

He's everything I need,
Every love I seek,
Every smile I creep
&& Every tear I drip.

All these are so important to him,
He bottles my tears
Like little diamonds of love.
He embraces me and picks me up.

Cause I'm a special gift,
A gift He has placed
To tell those who are yet to hear,
Yet to know..

He's calling me, I hear him and answer, "Yes Daddy, I'm coming with You in me."

Fluff flower.

I saw this flower today, it made me stop unknowingly and stare at it, smiling like an idiot to myself.











But I cherish that moment,
such simple things of the earth
can make your past memories
and fantasies all rush in with
eagerness and
love.

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Stephen's _____ b'day!
M, Stephenie, Korkor.

SHOPPING PLEASEEEEEEE!!

MARILYN. CONTROL. YOUR. INNER. MONSTER.

I'm on the verge on going shopping and I mean BIG SHOPPING.. It's EATING ME! Okay, I shall work HARD and SAVE! No more canteen cookie! D: && When my next holiday comes...
MARILYN IS GOING ON A SHOPPING SPREE.

*Angels sing* (FIGHTING!)

Buzz off, I don't need you! :D

Picture from yesterday.
I just can't believe the fake ____TOO felt so real. Wanna know something?

I'M FEELING BETTER AND BETTER EACH DAY! d:

Pouring it all out

I can't believe all these rubbish was for you! Hahaha, such a fool.

THE JOKER AND HIS LOVE JOKES! :D

Stephen's Birthday

Stephen's birthday was definitely awesome! He keeps thinking it was a co-incidence that we were there! But it was suppose to be a surprise. Will upload photos when I get them! Anyways, today was athletics send off. I managed to get 1 Yellow Helium balloon!!! (!!!!!!!!!!!) I was sooooo happy! ;) Heh, it made my day!

Later Bao and Hazel will be coming over for dinner, will take pictures!
OH AND GUESS WHAT! If you guys do come here regularly, you would have remembered that I said Marcus was from FMSS, HE IS FROM PHPPS TOO! :D :D :D My senior throughout!

I'm missing you.

Going for stephen's surprise birthday party later! Can't wait, will upload good pictures! :)

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Phantom of the Opera, Think of me.
(David Archuleta's verion *thumbs up* Click here to link.)

Think of me, think of me fondly,
when we've said goodbye.
Remember me once in a while -
please promise me you'll try.
When you find that, once again, you long
to take your heart back and be free -
if you ever find a moment,
spare a thought for me.

We never said our love was evergreen,
or as unchanging as the sea -
but if you can still remember
stop and think of me . . .

Think of all the things
we've shared and seen -
don't think about the things
which might have been . . .

Think of me, think of me waking,
silent and resigned.
Imagine me, trying too hard
to put you from my mind.
Recall those days
look back on all those times,
think of the things we'll never do -
there will never be a day,
when I won't think of you . . .

Think of me,
please say you'll think of me
Whatever else you choose to do
There will never be
a day when I won't think of you . . .

Never be a day
when I won't ever think of you.

This song. This is for you.

FIRST TIME CLEANING THE POOL WITH DADDY! Tag replies!

My first time cleaning the pool with papa. The thing exploded and we got all wet, was a good laugh but it made me feel dirty cause it's dirty water that tasted SALTISH. (That's how dirty it is, CHEMISTRY! Acid + Metal = Salt water!) I went to sunday school partially wet, was too late to run home to get a clean change.

Tag replies:
Joey: I can't wait too! OH BOY! :D Thanks fishball. Red bean loves you alot alot :)

Yunxin: WO HEN AI NI 2! Hahaha, chinese fail! Okok, WO YE HEN AI NI! Heh d: Just pass!

Winnie: I've prayed for you, I love you winnie, hang in there I'll fulfill it when I manage to go back kays?

Rachel: Thankyou jiejie Love you loads loads.

Shareler: I'm good, thanks love!

Colin: AHHHHHHHHH! Korkor, :)

Vanessa: Haha I'm overseas, :) It's alright but yes I'm having fun EVERYWHERE I go!



"Daddy, where's spring? :) "
"Patience, the beach is coming to you child. "*hugs*

Penrhos '09 social River Cruise.

Social pictures! :)
THE END.

Cards!

These are 3 different cards that I made in ONE DAY, accomplished much. Encouragement cards for korkor, rachel puan and mel! :) FIGHTING!

Good bye Ashim.

I've stopped chasing and looking for love because I've come to realise, God's love for me is more than enough, too much to store and yet, I can never get hurt from such real living love from a DADDY.

11:11 peterpan and tinkie's wish.

Peterpan gave me this picture and it made us go on a research spree. We felt smarter after and just in time to wish at 11:11pm! We made our wish and I got really high! :D

PETERPAN, Thank you.

I thank Daddy for putting such blessings in my life like mel, mommy, papa, peterpan, fishball(JOEY), korkor, jiejie and.. ocf. *Ofcourse loads more but these are the few that inspired me recently.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

I haven't gotten any from the camera people yet ohwells, here's a good one from my camera! :)It's Australia's father's day...
so daddy, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :DThankyou Joey for listening to me. Your listening ear never fails to let me pour on you. Cause you are one great hell of a friend who never gave up on me. I love you! :)

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tag replies:
Rachel: What thing funny? JIAYOUS For EOY! Fighting! :)
Xinrui: Hello!
Haris: Sure do! :)
Hansika: Hahaha yeah as a cashier! But I haven't start yet, soon!
Fatin: I miss Fatin loads loads too :)
Amanda: Hahaha I should start talking to you all over again! I miss shanghai alot! Has shanghai unblock blogger yet?
Ying Wen: hahahaha I bet you regularly come to my blog but always read and leave eh? Hahahaha. Sneaky!
Tricia: Tricia, if you didn't get the msg.. Here it is for you, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! :) Hope you enjoy your birthday this year! I miss you so much, air playing music bands while listening to flipside in buses on our way to Orio's house! Love ya! Hugss."
Sara: Thanks Sara, you are an encouragement for me too while I was in Singapore! :)

Cause I really feel like I'm fading and not living.

Social yet sick.

Yesterday's social was insane. I was sick before that so I came home early from school. Went social came back, my throat is worst haha from all the screaming of the song lyrics. In short, its like a disco club. The boat where the coloured laser lights were zooming, was BOILING. Imagine winter night, rainy and in the boat its actually BOILING. We were all sweating!

Will upload pictures when I get some more!

I can't wait for mid spring, hit the beach and get a tan. I'm little miss snow white now after 2 winters consecutive from shanghai.

FACT OF PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.
Asians want to look fair, have blond/brown etc hair & have curly hair.
Westerners want to look tan, have BLACK hair & have straight hair.

People aren't just happy with themselves are they?
I went to the social with my hair dead straight (My usual) loads of people can come up to me and say, "OMG I love your hair! Its so straight, shiny and smooth!" You could have thought, "Pfft she's just going as her usual, what's so special?" Let me tell you. I'm being special by being myself.

Social today!

Tonight's social on the
RIVER CRUISE.
Still not very excited
but glad to be with my
friends.
I'm meeting new
friends-to-be too! :)
I will miss ocf!
&& I have a wanting
to visit IGNITE again!

Will upload pictures with my
friends in pretty dresses.

Virginity check!

Today I told someone that I don't wanna lose my virginity until I'm married. She laughed for a very long time. I told her, it's cool. She told me why she was laughing, I laughed along then said, but I'm serious. She stopped, thought for a while. I asked if she has lost hers yet. She said no but I'm afraid soon, it will be a yes.

What's the world becoming? Corrupts and dust.

SMILE!

This is for those who are down and need some cheering up! :D SMILE!
Drew it for a "korkor" of mine but I know there are some out there who needs a happy aid!