The Genesis of Regret

I put so much effort into this just to make sure I beat Hannah photography skills! If not you will just see a stick man there. Haha, :D

I just realise, I draw according to my feelings and mood. The best way to instant change your mood is to listen to songs for example,
Hard rock (For fierce drawings);
Piano (For soft feel drawings);
Emo songs (obviously emo).

Anyways, I do need advices on how to improve my cover page! Competition drives me, so shoot whatever you think about it! :D

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The Prince of the World devours me yet the Lord delivers me out of him without hurts nor tears of diamonds.

Faith Like Potatoes!

This movie is awesome. I cried each time I saw God alive and moving in his life.

When you have no food, you can survive for the next 40 days. When you have no water, you can survive for the next 3 days,air its 8 mins but without hope, you can't even survive for the next millisecond.When all hope is gone,you are dead.

tag replies:
Loysius: Cause I am the best example hahaha :D
Zoey: relinked.
Hua Shan: hahaha Thankyou!
Xiu Wen: Linked!
Winnie: LOL!
Rachel: Miss to you too :)
Tricia: here? You missed out the i... -.-
Evelynn: Hello :)
Delcynia: haha Not in Singapore? LOL
Natalia: hahaha
Junyuan: Hahaha YES!
Joey: fishballfishballfishball!
QinYing: I am good! :)


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Tag replies:
Emporio: What do I smell like!!! :O
Rachel: Hahaha you should watch the movie its good. :)
Joey: FISHBALLLLLLL!

Mel's car

Dear Mel,
Your car...

Looks like a car

Sounds like a tractor,
Smells like it's about to blow soon,
Taste.. erm.. YUCK!

Though the wiper is a joker,
Though censored words go off,
Though lights on dashboard screams,
Though it feels like its crawling in a desert.

But I thank God everyday,
When I still see it in perfect state,
When it smells so bad,
When it sounds like a broken recorder.

Cause seeing it perfect tells me you are still safe.
Smelling it knows that it has not exploded,
Hearing it drag itself home tells me you are home.
Safe like a baby in God's arms.

God runs with the car,
Blesses you with consiousness,
Alertness like poppy fields,
Solid like heaven's light.

Gratefulness in tears,
Prayers in melodies,
Laughter like sunflowers
and Music like rainbows.

Cause this car is old; with Attitude.

MACCAS!!!!! :D

Somehow Maccas (Mcdonalds) always make me SEE those insane memories again! :)

I've got my DREAM EXPERIENCE that I wanted since young:

• To be a CASHIER! (Hahaha I always loved the buttons.. The crazy scanner thingy!)
  

and bonus, IN MACCAS! :D:D:D:D:D

This "job" is for me to experience serving people non-stop with joy no matter how down I may be. Just like the KING who came to serve and not to be served.

Happy birthday Jackie!

Happy Birthday Jackie!

9 months? It's just a number, get over it.
Time doesn't wait for you. People move on.
They change and reality is better than dreams.
Maybe letting go of this cliff and falling into the
warm clouds of hug isn't such a bad thing but truth
stays and that is, I can never be serious anytime now.
Cause in life, you should deny yourself and get ready.

MARILYN LOVES MUSICAL BOXES! :):):)

With a jist of singlish!

I LUB LUB DIS BUNCHO VELLY BELLY MUCHO!

40 hour famine.
Thing given up: Makan Food.
How long more: 29 hours. FIGHTING!
Can TA HAN: Can but.. Jialat got tim tam in the bloody fridge eh.

mid term break!

After the storms that Jesus carried me through, God has Gently, Lovingly and Warmly lay me down to rest like an angel in his arms as he slowly rocks me with melody of love.

I have a busy mid-term break ahead!
Fri: B; Present; G.I Joe- Iv & Mik; Nandos!; OCF event.
Sat: w Mel; READ; CR Kids.
Sun: Church; w Family; Meet peeps for JJ's b'day.
Mon: Interview; Study w Iv @ Maccas till night.

There goes my "BREAK"!
Going to be drained, everyday is FILLED, no HOME-TIME! D:

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*Aiken, WE SHOULD MEET SOON!

Hello Earthlings!

Badminton, past memories filled with hapiness. Coming back with passion and determination.

With OCF♥♥♥

Jobb

My first job application! I need extra savings to budget.
Didn't go for drama today, played cows and did my SOSE.

Singapore world's strictest parents sounds scary.

Mel and I were watching world's strictest parent's and today's was in Singapore. Their daughter said this, "I saw her piercing (The single piercing in the middle of the skin below your lower lip) and I was shocked! I have never seen anything like that!" Me and Mel looked at each other smiling. "HUH! She's not in Singapore!"

Thank God I'm a good little girl! d:

New house

We have officially gotten a new house! :) Moving in, ONE MONTH'S TIME AFTER ALL RENOVATIONS.

M "Can I stay in here miss?"
Ms W "Whhhyyyyy? :)"
M "Cause I love science class!"
Ms W "Hmmm I sense a little tone of sacarsm there!"
Iv "Teacher.. MARILYN DOESN'T LIE!"
Ms W "OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T! :D"
*Stares at each other, giggle giggle giggle.*
Ms W "Marilyn will NEVER lie!"

GOOD GIRLS ARE CHEEKY GIRLS THAT DON'T GET CAUGHT! :D

God, help me.

Though I am about to approach you... When I have the courage;
When you truly love someone, let them go because if they do come back, it was meant to be but if they don't means they aren't the one.

TRUST GOD Marilyn. Trust God.
Cause you are about to be used for a good purpose.

My sister's keeper.

The weather isn't being very nice this week and it won't give up. Gonna head out later with mel to catch a movie before clogging ourselves with assignments and projects!

will edit later.

Didn't watch my sister's keeper in the end but we caught another great movie! :) It was.. THE UGLY TRUTH! I don't know what is the rating in Singapore I think it is M18 but it is M15+ in Aus. Just made it! Haha, well yeah one end sex scene and alot of f here and there. The usual really haha. Well its hilarious in a way!Had another car adventure with mel. Pretty insane therefore I have made a decision! Ok, Mel's car doesn't look this old but probably this old.

OCFFF!

That is for one of my crazy friend that has a heart to love.

Marilyn ♥♥♥ OCF alot.
The thought of meeting you guys is crazy though one day, we are going to leave perth love is kept. Growing together in Christ together as 1.

Moving; it teaches you to move on and not cry over what we lost.

Private blog

Private blog, you can still go if you want to (w/o being friends in LJ). But posts with my deepest thoughts, only LJ friends. Like Loysius, created an account to view.

http://hearts-ignite.livejournal.com

A model teacher (She looks like a model herself) came to school to teach on how to sit, walk, get in/out of car, stand, make-up secrets LIKE A PRINCESS and.. How to not wear too flattering underwear hahaha. Just for the river cruise.

Best example: Black G STRING with white dress, hohoho! Not only free show but OUTLINES the buttocks.

Dehydration. LMAO! :D

BUBLO! Known as a water fountain (water cooler) in QUEENSLAND AUST!

Cute name eh? Haha, :D

Nurse: "*Sucks in air* You are dehydrated!"
Me: "Hahaha, you're joking right?"
Nurse: "No! Drink more water!"
Me: "For real? o-o"
Nurse: *Takes out plastic cup. Pours water.* "DRINK!"
Me: "Erm ok.." *Drinks half cup*
Nurse: "Drink finish!"
Me: *Gulp gulp gulp FINISH*
Nurse: "Another cup!" *Pours more water in my cup*
Me: "OMG you're kidding me.."
Nurse: "DRINK!!!"

She's nice. She gave a hand full of sore throat lozenge. All different flavours. But what's scary is she made me full by making me drink non stop. Hah, I'm back on my bad habit and I don't want to stop yet.

tag replies:
xinrui: Will do! :)
jingyi: I can't wait too! TOMORROW! Thankyou.
anon: And you are?
sara: Haha, really? Some people were shocked and nearly got their eyeballs popped off when they learnt that we are sisters.
delcynia: Haha sure do! :) I will link you! :)
christy: Hey! :D
tricia: Yes I Do. LOL.

Last year.. On this date.

Exactly at THIS TIME when this post gets published is exactly exactly the time I was in the train on my way to meet Junyuan, Sheenaz, Zhe Hui, Syikin, Nigel, Charminn, Zahiya and her sister. Then the running begins... The chasing of fireworks that seem so far. As we chase, we see it becoming bigger and bigger before us. Then the photo spam. Once the whole parade was over, we started our walk then our skipping (or my skipping with them randomly. The most enthu, ZHE HUI! Thank you thank you hahaha, :D) and screaming the song that has the pledge in it ever so loudly that strangers just stare and giggle or smile. ♥ I won't be able to do that the next time cause grown up, MATURE(!!!) cannot look like a hooligan down boat quay anymore. Must look like PROPER STUDENTS of SINGAPORE. Who knows, 3 years down the road might be my first ndp back at HOME. You might see a psycho girl skipping and running down boat quay on tv singing the national anthem way way off with weird disfigured malay words!

NDP! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D
Singapore's 44 years of independence. I'm certainly proud of Singapore really. Not only does she have NIGHT LIFE, GREAT AWESOME PEOPLE, GREAT SHOPS, GREAT FOOD or GREAT SAFETY... She has a matured many great Singaporeans! :D Made me grow up happy and confident. And what remains as a great reminder that I'm part of Singapore and Singapore a great part of me, "Singapore is always your home" Thankyou Amalina.
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Ok back to Perth! MARILYN CAUGHT UP WITH TAY KOK FOO! My first guy best friend in PRIMARY school! Chat much, caught up and PLAN to meet up soon! :)

&& MARILYN MET HER FAIRFIELD SENIOR IN PERTH! :D Marcus TAN! Met him at OCF, laughed about teachers and principals! Friends too! Met MIN too she's from fmss but she's much older and was not within my range (eg. I was sec 1, person A is sec 5) Marcus was sec 4 when I was sec 1 and surprisingly I was pretty close to his class when I was sec 1! :D

According to Marcus, I am YOUNG he is OK and Min is OLD. ANDANDAND Marcus is doing MY AMBITION! He is not only my senior in fmss but most probably my senior in MY AMBITION SOON! :D

MY FIRST HUNGRY JACKS

MY DINNER LAST NIGHT! :D
Hungry Jack Hungry Jacks Hungry Jacks. Haha, I know I know my Storm ice cream looks like a colourful rainbow being flushed down the toilet!
Yes, seeing Marilyn Monroe and Elvis there made my night! :) They made their restaurant really vintage like those diners in American shows back in the 80's!

SAENG LI CHUK HAE HA ME DAHHH

I'm in ENGLISH!
I really don't feel like going for PE! D: First, I need to head to the health center. What's suppose to be on my screen is: English review. Instead I'm having: Country story, Restaurant City, Facebook, Ebuddy, blogger and my blog. Haha, I feel like a business woman already! Will update when I get home! :) Hungry Jacks later with papa and mel. Will take pictures!

HOME! :D

Tag replies. Hungry jacks will be later!
My new HAIRCUT HAIRCUT HAIRCUT HAIRCUT HAIRCUT HAIRCUT CUT CUT CUT!~

Hair "stylist": MELANIE HO! :D

tag replies:
Junyuan: I am cheered up!
Tricia: LOL you wish!
Rachel: Haha no redddd!
XD I miss you too!
♥: Nope I am not.
Who are you?
Yvonne: Sure do!
Jingyi: I miss you too!
Oh are you having fun?
I will meet you soon yeah?
Next week! I can't wait!

Gloria and I when we were little.

When we were young and just as mad. I've got a crash helmet for my head! We look so different, well ok maybe my baby cheeks are still here but we certainly changed quite a bit! I found this hidden in my bible, probably the only photo of us when we were young that I have! :) Loads of misses. Good luck in your music and walk with God. Studies too! :D

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After watching more and more videos of animal cruelty, after researching them for my Society Assignment, after learning and being more aware.. I look down and I feel sadness. Tears just come and heart breaks over and over. Now I feel my ambition more and more alive. To be a vet, to be a lady to stand for the truth and not only justice. Animals have lives too even if they don't have souls. God have given them to us to consume them but why consume them when slaughtering of them we treat them like shit already? Let them die with dignity just like how YOU want to die in dignity. You don't want to die burnt alive do you? You don't want to die by someone to come and slit your throat before you! You don't want to die by being beaten by metals and YOU DON'T WANT TO DIE UPSIDE DOWN WITH YOUR BLOOD FLOWING OUT OF YOUR ALREADY SLIT THROAT by draining you of what people don't eat, BLOOD and You don't want to have your tails chopped off, horns too, get your ass burnt by branding and your balls cut off by using just a pair of SCISSORS DO YOU!?

I have a new goal. Even though I am just 15, I am going to make my stand and make a difference for those animal who die in shame and sadness all their life.

Monday monday monday!

I'm drunk in Heroes(!!!)
When the teacher's are computer-stuck, when the library's heater is warm and cozy... How Marilyn roll is by.. CAMWHORE! :D Here are some pictures. OH right! That is my new haircut! :)

The start of an exciting week

SATURDAY! Went to dinner with Alpha peeps after crossR.O.A.D.S kids (sunday school) Adorable things!

"What do you call the world?"
"The.. The.. UNI.. UNIVERS.. UNIVERSITY!"
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"Let's pray for pastor ___ and I for a safe trip!"
"Pasta? Why do we need to pray for pasta?"
"Pastorrrrr"
"Spaghetti?"

Hahahaha that got me cracking like a lune.

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SUNDAY! Met papa and Mel at Jester's for a quick bite on pies. Really yummy! :) After that we head to ilgelato and had an ice cream cone each. Didn't meet up with Kev, Jackie, Edward etc at city, had no transport and really felt too tired to. Sorry guys, :\