After school, went home and just drop my bag onto the chair and head out again with
mammmi (
♥) Before that, I quickly grab 2 slices of cake that mammi baked. MMMM :) Yummy, I love mammi's desserts like how my cousins and some of my lucky friends got to taste some love them to bits too. We were suppose to go to this local toy shop near
qibao, guess what when we reached, we saw..
BRICKS, BRICKS AND MORE BROKEN BRICKS. Oh smart us huh?
Haha, :D Cause
mammi suppose to buy kids stuff for the church thingy dunno what tree thing that Miss
Chui also bringing in to
SSIS. We ended up going to
qibao. I bought a turtleneck and a skirt. Lovely alright! :) I ate at Banana Leaf Curry House, yummy and filling. And I complained about my life like some whinny baby who dropped her milk bottle :x. Oh and I bought
POCKY. I bought 2 boxes in case I eat one tonight, WHICH I DID :x. Suppose to save for my
laogong, I must resist temptation from opening the
sencond box
haha, :D Oh and
mammi allowed me to buy a whole carton of Wang Lao
Ji.
Yippy, I got a new drink box that I can convert my habit of instead of taking
soya milk little bottles that
mammi bought CARTONS of for the kids she help out to teach on
saturday, to
wang lao ji juice boxes. :) Oh and pops is out stationed again.. Oh well, he has to bring money back for his princess right? x) Mel also bought me my 2 other Stephenie Meyer books: Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. She says I don't have to pay her back and just treat it as my {super early} Christmas present. I can't wait to go over to
auzzie and spend a few days just with Melly. I can't wait to make dinner with her again and probably spot a cockroach in her toilet again and start screaming for 100000000 stacks of newspapers to squish it and dance on it. I thank God for my family; cause they love me so.
♥
Sometimes I feel like I'm playing the wrong role, in the wrong show. It hurts to realise sometimes you don't actually care or try. Most nights, I'm the one playing the wrong role. I guess experiences really do matter otherwise, you'll hurt someone. Why am I playing the role of superman? Even being a prince in a shiny armour seems impossible. When are you actually being sensitive to people around you instead? Why is it only about you being too sensitive.. I want to be playing your role instead, someone who appears to be the saved victim instead of the hero.. WangZi, when are you going to let me stop being you? Where has my GongZhu role been taken away by superman gone?
