Memory Lane.

Sadness are not that easy to let go.
They say let it all out and you feel better. I doubt so.
I cried 12 hours straight and i feel the same. Just that no happiness. If Count my straight crying days since Wednesday night till today.
Questions for our love fills my head and once it starts and never stop memories of you pops and stays there. Every happy moment and Ever warm moment.

Its a torture. To me i guess i am getting use to the tears and sadness. Are you? Honestly, Do you still have a slight love there? Cause I can admit with a Pond of tears in my eyes shouting: Oh Gosh. I Cant Freely Let The Love Go. Cause I Am Still Loving You The Same As Before.

I think if you give me a year i still wont be able to get over. I guess at this Age, You arn't suppose to put your whole heart into LOVE yet. Cause once someone walks away it hurts and breaks. It tears you down and shatters you. You will Cry everyday Like A water gun that has never ending life. Its The End of the fairy tale that Makes you go crazy.

But i dont think i can regret that. Cause I was true to my heart and him.
I cant seem to change my love for you. I cant seem to move on. I cant seem to hate you. I cant seem to stop filling you with love.

I Guess I Am Just So In Love.

I Cant stop thinking of you Eric.

Memories are happiness. That night. That day. That day when i thought everything went oh so right. Thinking nothing will happen. That crazy smile and laughter of yours makes me go crazy. The silent kiss. That silent thought. That silent hug. Your stare and loving eyes comfort me inside out. You know how much i love you. Memories of you are making me realise I put my all for you. That kiss; That hug; That Love. oooh Its just that moment when we were so in love. Every kiss and every hug makes me feel i am so loved. With you i felt so safe in your arms. With you I know I wont Cry; With you I know I have no Unhappiness. But when time for love to fade its when you know you will have to move on and not miss those times. But moving on and leaving the other one behind to slowly pick up and move on. Its hurting i guess. Well the person have to go on. Well when its over its over. Is there a turning back? Is there still hope you will return? I doubt so. I miss those late night calls those sweet words. Those Joy we shared even on the phone. Its that cold times i fought with you under the rain. Cold and sick. Warmth felt so good with that hug and that kiss. Oh my gosh. You Made me feel like the sunshine. Well when there are happy times there is bound to have Sad times to. With You its the shortest but most memoriable time. The Same memory was stuck in our heads before. It was you who was my other half. Now You are gone. Moving on seems to be the solution cause i know you wont come back and return. Cutting was first thought but i think again i remember no cutting. Its a promise and even how tempted i am to touch that blade i know its you who made me stop with your caring and loving heart i remember those words. Cutting; I never knew you. Cause You thought me a valuble lesson even when we were still one. Now you are gone from within me. imissyou;iloveyou;iwantyou; ineedyou. My heart is all over the world. But those are just words that wont seem to happen anymore cause you have lost it and moved on.

I Miss You Eric Lim.

Went out with Nat and Evan Yesterday.
Love them loads!
My Darlings of all. Man they Really brought back Joy and laughter back to my life. They made me realise How much Love is so importent and Realise I hate that bitch alot too.

Haish. Yesterday's post are talking about two people. But yet they are pretty close to each other. Anyway i only care for one of them not the other. Anyway.. Took neoprints with Nat and Evan. Haha. LOVE THEM!! Funny. Well We Love OUR SPECS!

Thank You Guys! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN DARLING![:
Mc Wings To YOU! Haha.

I Wonder Why You Trust Her instead if Love.
I wonder if It was all Real.
I wonder if you were being true to your heart.
I wonder If you really know what you are doing.
I wonder If I ever mattered.
I wonder If you ever cared.
I wonder if you ever know how much I love you.
I wonder If you know i WAS bad. But now i am not.
I wonder why you changed.
I wonder Why Her.
I wonder If You ever knew it was all fake.
I wonder what moved you.
I wonder why I Trusted you.
I wonder why I Always Wanted to know you.
I wonder Why I Believed in your Sympathy.
I Wonder why you dont let anyone have a happy ending.
I wonder why I am on Earth.
I wonder why You are on Earth.
I wonder why You Want to be the knife.
I wonder why cut.
I wonder Why you want to be a flirt.
I wonder How you Multi Love.
I wonder why I am a Fool.
I wonder why You are someone i wont suspect.
I wonder why You must kill me.
I wonder why You Dont Care.

I found out Most Of it. Cause You are a Flirt.