Met Julian DLB on 2nd Feb 2009.

Did not go to school again. Cause I felt it was pointless. :x
Well, had some crazy stuff going on. Just can't believe some people would neglect their friendships for their own personal reasons.. Selfish? Probably. Being too nice? Goodness, Arn't I being too naive. -.-'" Alright, earlier this evening Amanda and May came to visit. :) Took pictures with Amanda. :D Then after that, went to visit DLB. ^^ Thanks Jul once again. A million of thanks! :D And some pics from sunday, when I went out after church to meet Sarah and YunXin. :) Picture's story.




Thanks Sarah for the Pics on top! :D

Bi, where are you.. I need you.. Not him.

Friendships' love.
2 sunrises,
2 sunsets.
It grew too high,
It grew too deep.

After one winter,
now you give me a hinter.
It's impossible,
It's unthinkable.

Sitting under this maple tree,
Messaging you,
It's just you and me.

Is he your friend?
Or is the friendship gonna end.
stealing something so great,
do you think its a fair trade?

But through this winter,
You didn't bother to turn around or whisper.
It was him to shelter me,
How can you let this be.

I miss you,
I feel like I am losing you.
Cause all I ask for now,
Is you. not him.

"Cause I'm searching for you, but you pulled away. Instead, he was the one to reach out to me."

Another poetry. :)
This song below, Qing Tian is the song that seems to describe everything.


When I read DLB's Blog, my eyes watered.. Why? Cause it might just happen to me & you.T^T Cause if you want to know who this "him" is.. Let me ask you, are you asking out of curiosity and turn away or are you concern and scared you will lose me..?

I know you wont do this to me..

CK.

&& yet, another dumbass.




Temptations.

Cookie Monster.

When I saw you that day,
Why do you look this way?
I felt the pain in your eyes.
Its like for you my heart cries.

She makes me worried for you,
Watching afar is all I can do.
Will you ever be there for me again,
To break all my heavy chains?

The past is what I miss,
where we always joke and tease.
Skipping together in happiness and bliss,
if only that moment would just freeze.

Why must love complicate everything?
Since then our arms never did cling.
We've always been pranksters
Like my little cookie monster.

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^^ another poetry I wrote out of randomness.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATIN! :D
*grabbed from Fatin's blog. :x

Hey! Sweet, you're 15 already! Hope you enjoy your class so far yeah? All the best for your studies and achievements! ^^ Though I am not very close to you, we can always become closer this time left yeah? I hope to know you better! :D Happy Birthday once again! :D LOVES!