To My Close Buddies! :D

To All My FREAKINGLY MAD FRIENDS!:
No worries yeah? I wont forget you guys! Dont be silly! HAHA How Can i ever forget such crazy memories if I can see you everyday? Even if I am at "home" I still got your picture right? HAHA.

To My Closest BUDDY!:
When the times comes for us to be distant friends, don't let your ego over rule you. If you wanna cry come and hug me cause i promise you that i will cry with you there even if the information counter makes an announcement saying," Can the 2 Wailing girls just SHUT THE F*CK UP!" HAHA Just ignore cause they are crazy HAHA. Since the beginning of the year i said i will always be there for you. And I WILL. When you needed help I did Try my Very best to help you by coming up with loads of weird but some are sensible ideas. Guess I will miss part of the tornado at the back of the class.. ILOVEYOU my BESTIE!:D

To Winnie:
I really wont have any idea if you will continue your walk on this path to christianity but i really hope you do. Well life comes with unexpected events to make you go crazy i guess. I cant deny reality but i can hide it for a while. Yes I can. You cant disagree with God huh? Well He is GOD after all. We got to follow as He plans cause maybe there are other people out there who needs to recieve the message too! We got to continue to pass it on right? Like our favourite song that people always sing on Christmas Eve And hand out candles for you to hold. Yeah So Stay strong thats all I can say but if you need a crying shoulder my house phone is always open for you to call and ask me over to your house since you can barely go out. Aww Come on you know I am a good teddy bear for you to hug.. But not a pluffy one.. Maybe before you hug me i stuff some pillows around me HAHA. And I can return your smile! You know that alright! HAHA so yeah make this few moments last forever like its never going to end. :D

To Samuel Korkor:
I Told you. Cutting; Slashing; Slitting; Making scars on your hand is the dumbest thing can! I did not expect a strong guy like you to do such a ****ing **** **** thing! Yeah I admit I did it before cause then i was childish and was addicted to it. I ADMIT! But please please i beg you to stop can? Remember that promise you made to me. Promise me you will keep that promise and mean it when I meet you again. I let you do it but i dont let you cut. Face your fears; Dont run away. Cutting is like smoking. You never know when you get addicted until you go too crazy and people starts avoiding you. I know you did it for a reason but still! Why cant you control your anger? WHY! I am sorry but i was away so you could not call through but deep down you know I nor That Girl will like you doing it. In the end why do you do it!? Piss me off? Piss her off? Piss both of our ass off!? When you told me In my head the only four letter word came in and that was CRAP. I was disappointed in you. I thought you were mature but this has proven my impression of you wrong. Please Stop it alright. And DONT YOU DARE GO BACK TO SMOKING! :D

To Kaisan:
Thanks For trying! :D Well sorry if i kinda disappointed you HAHA. Well I wanted to be MISS ANTI- SOCIAL! But well the last few sessions are just too tempting to go crazy haha. Well after the board break I felt like a free person running my crazy hacktic life HAHA. Well you did get me in the mood to just jump and go crazy. Thanks for saving my life man! HAHA yesterday. :D Yupp looking forward to my first session though haha. Cant wait. But man.. Scared if it turns out boring. It will be a total blow off. HAHA. THANKS ANYWAY!! :D

AIRPORT.

At the airport now.. Going to board at 1.20am.. Using the free internet..

Earlier before we went through the custom, I showed my mom a video then suddenly she burst out laughing like mad HAHA i cant help but laugh and look around. PAI SEH!! HAHA but still very funny the person infront of us turned and started laughing too HAHA. I wonder what i will be doing on the airplane.. I still have my stomach ache and headache and very sore throat.. D; I went to play with the foot massager wah.. SHUANG! HAHA my mum used it 3 times i used it twice my dad used it once. My mum did not say anything my dad said its too Pain but after effect was good. When i first placed my small feet in, I burst out laughing! So Ticklish!! HAHA..Well.. Shanghai.. HERE I COME. Prepared for the unexpected and Expected.. Going to come back on tuesday.. Getting tired.. Cant sit to use must stand.. Somemore all my muscles are still aching from yesterdays napha or if thats how you spell it :D Well Got To Go!! I wanna go buy some candies from the department store.. To keep myself occupied chewing away on the airplane as i watch Movies and RUGRATS!! :D Miss RUGRATS the MOST!! HAHA okok BYEE!:D

I MISS YOU TOO;
JOEY.
RACHEL JIE.
CHIENYEE DA GU.
AMALINA.
WINNIE.
THEON KORKOR.
JUN YUAN KORKOR.
Pratically.. ALL MY FRIENDS!!
The lovely yet crazy people to keep my life filled with Random Madness haha. But sorry your friend here is the blurest sotong man.. HAHA. BYE.

Hints after hints to tell you that something is going to happen and will happen. But deep down I still Love This Place that is filled with memories, laughters, joy, tears, fears, Love and quarrells. One Day I Will fly away was something i believed in when i was young. I always thought migrating was going to be great. Thinking that it will make me forget all me anger and hurts. But when it nearly happened to me i realised it hurts to think of it. Leaving My friends and relatives behind and probably my dear, lovely dog. I did ponder and asked Why!? Why must my childhood wish come through? Be careful for what you wish for i told myself it might happen again if i am not careful. Why do unhappy things happen? Cause We Are Careless.

I Wonder.

S ame Lovly People Who I Know I Love. INEEDYOU.
H ave faith, Its ok. Dont Stay Hanging There I Know You Can. IBELIEVE INYOU.
A im to be your very best, the way I know you can be. IKNOWYOUCAN.
N ever give up, be strong; Move On. IWILLPICKYOUUP.
G ive Your Very Best Cause Where ever I Might Be, What Ever It Is ILOVEYOU.
H olding Back Tears Will Hurt You. I Will Cry With You On The Phone, The Streets, The Railway. IMISSYOU.
A lways Remember I Will Be Here For You & I Know You Will Be There For Me.
I Believe In You Guys. I Wont Give Up On You. IWILLBETHERE. I Will Cry With You; I Will Scream With You; I Will Shout With You; I Will Rejoice With You.

THEON!!

Thank You KORKOR T!!

HAHA. Came Up With Many Funny Stuff Like Alvin And The Chipmunks To Make Me Tired And Sleepy HAHA.

But Whats up with people!? Just cause he is my close korkor and I talk to him like pretty often that means I Like HIM!?

Or.. We are together!? Whats Your problem? Have you never talked to a girl if you are guy or never speaked to a guy if you are a girl. Or play maple with a guy or girl alone!? Grow up people. We are just close buddies and that does not mean we will end up together!

Or we ARE together ok! Some people just come framing us and what partially scolding me!? Like Hey! Whats your problem!? Are you like what JEALOUS that I am close to my korkor!? Are we still like primary school kids anyhow pair up people and say they are together? Why cant he just be my korkor or close friend? Why!?

I got partially scolded enough by guys! Like what in the world!? Girls just go eeeeee marilyn! But i know they are just teasing but still! I getting sick and tired of This.