sack.

Oh Marilyn, Marilyn, Marilyn...

Please Daddy, please sew this broken sack up, fill it and refine it.

Setting off, not turning back, looking forward, focusing, clinging on tightly, submitting.

that little turn.

When the sun sets and my mind starts running free, I can't help but go to my long lost friend's facebook and knowing I miss this person yet nothing could be done about the current situation. All I ever say to myself is, "I miss you." The person I use to text all day, know pretty well, random moments to secrets shared and from smiles to nothingness is placed between us. Strangers. Then IT comes and tells me,"You're not good enough." "You're so ugly, inside and out." "You're so weak." "You're not worth it.". I know you'd tell me to not be stupid and think or allow these thoughts to affect me. But I guess I try pushing it away yet secretly giving up to such doubts about myself. I pray a prayer of strength, one to protect and one to aid. Know that to The One that matters most, I was and always will be worth it. But I look back at you again and find myself asking,"Why then am I so ugly, inside and out..."


I hate how you are able to validate me in this area.

In awe of the One who made it all.

 My favourite :)

 I love 16. CHILDDDDDDDDDDDD. Always will be ;)

Runnin' around in uggies, chilling in my trackies. Pretty awesome.

At my most loved place! AMAZING. Just truly, AMAZING.

7:03PM ON THE 28TH APRIL 2011...

I SAW MY VERY FIRST, AWESOME/AMAZING/FANTASTIC SHOOTING STAR EVER.

Magaret Riverrrrrrrr!

These people who will never cease to amaze me. JIEJIES ;D

OFF TO MAGARET RIVERRRRRRRR! :D

EASTER CAMPPPPPPP 2011!

The very night this shell filled with little monsters shook and broke.

Rainbow and Nicholas 叔叔!

green spice! More to come! ;)

"Surrendering all, He moulds me for this very call.
I'm done running, done ignoring.
Things I once sketch with the logic of my insignificant capacity,
Turns murky in the art of plans You have for me, with every nitty-gritty.
Take me as I am."