Sunday, June 27, 2010

WC.

Germany, england.
4 -1. OWNED pretty badly.
Pretty fun game to see people going crazy on facebook wall feeds hee. Next one, I'm on Argentina.
I'm going to make sure I watch every single WC with daddy, just like how I did since young!
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Daddy, heal the broken hearted. The gift, the tears of pleading cries and the electrifying heart that wishes to cry just a little more wishing to get rid of this bitterness. May the colours of melody you blend, embrace the ones You hear, crying out to You. I know you hear their prayers. I hear your voice and warm presence surround us Lord. && My soul delights, put them in Your heart. Hold me into Your heart. Take them deeper, Oh Lord.

You're like a zephyr in my heart.

But all I know is that I'm no supergirl.
Where ever you are, no matter how you feel tonight, the warmth of summer, the burst of spring, the colours of autumn or the mysteries of winter regardless, you can count on me. I'll be there for you. One thing's for sure, Marilyn loves you.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Enthrall,

15 deg outside, water was probably 5 since it didn't have contact with the sun and it was -0.6 this morning. Was home alone and decided to "swim", jumped in, tried to "warm up" swam one lap, the cold water was freezing my brain. External brain freeze. Swam another lap. God knew I wasn't ready for "home". He threw me out of the water. Started gasping for air to think again. Didn't have enough oxygen because my pulse and respiration was going too slowly. 5 mins later went back in the house, turned the heater on, sat there, everything was numb. Tried to fire back up. Fell asleep in front of the heater since my brain was still half dead too, I knocked out for an hour. Stupidity.

Hypothermia, a terrible way to die. Cause images don't flash by but just freezes in pain.
Things my mind do when its against itself...

If it wasn't for love from a Father,
If it wasn't for grace from a loving heart,
if it wasn't for mercy from Daddy.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Misses.

Finally found it!

About me #1: If I tell you honestly, fully how I feel means I trust you a lot. But the thing is, you'll never know when I'm hiding it. Unless we're so close, you'll be able to read me like a paper! :D

Thursday, June 24, 2010

"you melt my heart."

3 hours of sleep, Alarm went of 3 times before I heard it. 3 degrees in the morning, rowing. With ore 3. Not superstitious, just amused. :)
I wanna go for winter camp... Commitments, I can't just leave them. A miracle prayer, a gentle whisper. The love, the embrace. I'm feeling like hugging anyone I see. They need it, and so do I. Hug? :D