this day...this answer...

To: Someone who wants answers.

hahax. Sorry was not free for the whole week!
was mostly away and not free.
From the beginning you have been asking the same old question..
The one that makes you go crazy.
As you waited for that person to answer your question,
deep down you know its something you dont wish to hear..
You know it..
Sorry to disappoint you..
but i know her answer too..
Deep down of her she pities you
and did not dare face you..
Not only have you hurt yourself..
You have hurt her too..
Anyway i am here to comfort you hahax sorry!
Don't worry even if she answers with a single word which consist of 2 letters
but weighs alot in your heart..
I know she will want things to go back to normal again
At least siblings again!
There are always reasons for things.
You probably have to ask her yourself
and understand.. JIA YOU! (:

AUDIAUDIAUDI!:DD

Wow.
Monday already. Went out with Rachel.
Went gaming and back to my house. After that we DID try to bake "cookies"
But it turned out to be scones.. == Well its not that bad right? Haha. Atleast we DID try!
Hahax Had loads of fun with her alright[: To Rachel;
I LOVE YOU!! [:

once upon a time..BUS 985 CAME!

Winnie no talkie!:X Marilyn no see-ey!X)










No Marilyn no talkie! :X










Just ATLEAST TRYING to force a smile!:










She NEARLY licked me! nono.. SHE WANTED TOO!












I created Winnie's NEW HAIRSTYLE! *SO PROUD!*

Welcome THE FEMALE VERSION OF..JIMMY NEUTRON!












I told winnie it looked like a worm so i quickly got the cam! (:
Oh its the conditioneractually.. hahax (:













We Love this hairdo!LOVE!

i am just..deprived..worried..troubled..
and the baby strtched out and touched me and
spoke in wise words..He said.."Don't worry..I will
pray for you." So touching right! hahahahahax X)

In the morning called Winnie.. She was coming to my church.. We hung up and she boarda bus..number..985~! Winnie saw the bus go up the expressway! She panicked and called me. Had to get her back to my house bus stop.. My sister was drumming.. So she had to leave.. My mum had to fetch her there.. So i stayed behind and waited for Winnie to return.. We had a mini picnic on the bus! We hadvsome egg roll.. some wang wang baby biscuits.. some apple chips too! hahax.. Soon t sarted raining.. Rained through out the whole journey..Shesh!

Once we got off.. we were wet.. Something happened that I LMAO!Some guy stepped on i think rubber shoes and tore the front part! hahax Its pretty hilarious if you picture it in your head hahax X) We dropped off opposite church.. So had to cross the over head bridge.. hahax.. Actually my mum asked us to wait for the rain to stop but see what happens when you dont listen.. haish.. we thought we could do it So we TRIED running across.. When we reached the busstop oppsite..WE WERE SAOKED TO THE SKIN ALREADY! and when i was so tired cause i "HAO XING"help Winnie carry her heavy laptop up and down the over head bridge and had to TRY to keep it dry..

We still have to run to church.. So yeah.. Winnie started running.. I over took her with her lap top and my bag mua hahahahahahahahah X) so anyway.. Half way i thought.. Run for what!? all wet liao still can keep dry meh hahax. So i gave up running and so did Winnie.. Winnie wore white that day so it was..kinda..er..uh-hum! yeah hahax X) So we dried off at church.. Was freezing like some Tuna in ATLANTICA! So we came out.. tried to defrost hahax. Auntie Gek Kuang was soo nice! She gave us twels to dry ourselves with.. And she gave Winnie a X-TRA LARGE shirt to change out to hahax (: Yeah.. In the end.. Winnie could say.."SO FUN! HOPE WE CAN DO IT AGAIN!" nearly fall off the chair and faint arghx hahax! (:

MY MAD DAY! [:

Meeting Kor Kor Samuel! (:

Right after school went to HabourFront Macs to study with Natalia.. Sat there for a while.. had our lunch.. I was waitting to meet my Korkor Samuel!! Was darn excited! (: After that he say come find him at he 2nd level playground waterpool. Once i saw the message of waterpool i think its 3rd floor.. when we went up.. i relised healso say got playground. So Nat and I look down.. We did not see him lehx!So we went down the steps to see see. Then First when i called him.. he asked me to turn around.. i turned.. no one lehx!

So I call him the 2nd time i saw him behind the pillar pick up phone. After that he walk away darn freaking ast.. cant catch up man! I had to run. Nat so slow still stroll stroll behind hahax. Had to pull her along! Soon finally catch up..Wah did not expect him to be so shy hahax. Cant wait to let Winnie talk to him face to face!So different hahax. So we watch Evans Almighty. hhahahax funny show.. but sad thing.. Natalia and Korkor Samuel watch liao! but since thats the earlierst show we could get so forget it lor hahax.

Samuel Korkor so bad force me to keep the money. Tell him dont want him treat liao.. In the end he trick me ask me help him go buy coke then after that when i gone he put the money in my pencil box! Darn!Did not know until he told me when i reached home..I cabbed back with Nat. Felt a little tired.. Kinda doze off in the cab hahax X) Long ride!

To Samuel Korkor;
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHA! You betterwatch out i force the money back to you arghx!:X Or probably give Winnie (: OHOH!! MOSQUITO NO TALKIE!! hehe! ((:

FRIENDSHIP.. they are like..sour plum sweets!

hey! re-formatted my blog liao (: hahax. COme and feel free to tag.. today went pretty good until when many many people call and msn me...ok.. trying to comfort like.. 3 people now? All friendship prolems.. It kinda reminds me of the sour plum sweet that my friends and I love to eat during class (X
First it is sweet.. then some saltiness comes on its way.. later its slightly sour.. After a while the sourness is gone.. You feel like having more! Friendship is almost like this..You enjoy the sweetness.. you laugh, scream, smile, giggle with your friends.. Later A little problem comes.. that is the salty part hahax. When its sour.. Its when you feel hurt and sad because maybe you fell out with your friend or quarrelled or maybe one of you guys changed.. When all the taste is gone is when you are mending your hert back.. NOT ON YOUR OWN.. but with ANOTHER friend there helping you! (:

To my "PoPo":
Even if it hurts ever so badly.. Last time you always remind me not to cut.. You know i was addicted so you make me stop through the hard way.. nono.. the VERY HARD WAY! In the end i stopped.. More smiling is brought back.. but now everytime you are sad you think Cut.. Why do you want to hurt yourself more when you are already hurt? What does cutting solve?Achievment was what you answered..
Then tell me achieve in what? loss of blood? Remember your red cross slogan? GIVE BLOOD GIVE LIFE the one that you nearly killed me at hahax. Cutting is not an achievment.. is bad.. and is something like smoking.. you can get addicted too.. Just dont alright.. Well.. Winners never lose.. Losers never win.. remember that (:

To my "xiao gu":
Dont be sad liao lah... You had to do what you have to do (: Its not your fault that she turned out like that.. Well, she might not realise she changed but.. we can help her now right? Just dont give up on her and not even yourself! And please.. if you read about my "PoPo" post horx.. you also please lahx.. stop cutting liao bahx.. Hahax just try and leave your penknife down for a while dont look at it.. cause the more you do, the more you feel the temptation.. So instead of cutting.. Call me and chat and talk about your problem.. About our friend that one.. Dont think too much about it alright? (: I will try to talk to her.. But seriously.. after comfronting her and she still dont realise her mistake.. You can comfront her again.. but this time.. try it with someone helping and supporting you behind! JIA YOU! ((: