I know Daddy has his reasons but I can't do this anymore.

I know I'm slowly, slowly killing myself.

But I just can't stop..

Daddy, please please please catch hold of me in my crazy world, remove this in me and kiss my heart and fill it with smiles daddy. Amen.

variety night group pictures.

More to come! (: By the way, I'm the smexy hot looking pirate there that has the splitting image of capt Jack Sparrow. Heehee, (: I have a few more where you can see the cake (super darn thick make up) on my face.

what's wrong? I don't know..

I don't know what's happening to me, grades dropping, mind always clogged and not as laughy? But smiley, ALWAYS. (:

I WANT HOLIDAY!!!

I'm in the holiday mood, I need one good sleep and wake up realising I have loads of test and assignments on my way. DIE..

23 MORE SCHOOL DAYS. MARILYN YOU CAN DO THIS!
5 more weeks.. PFFT..

Its all rushing back

Yes, I can't be. At this point, I actually don't mind anyone messing with my hair using a scissors.

I think I've lost my easy humour.
I think I've some friendships that have been forgotten.
I think I miss the feeling.
The feeling of being free.
The feeling of being who I really am.
The feeling of being...

I do miss some friends like right now.
I do wonder if they still visit this place that they once have all been spamming before.
I do miss singapore and shanghai.
I feel I've lost my closeness with some.
I feel I've changed quite a fair bit.
I feel it was a positive change.

There are some back home I wonder who they are.
There are some back home I've yet to meet.
There are some back home I owe apologies.

Now, I think I'm lost.
Now, I think I'm falling ill.
Now, I can't be bothered.