cheering up. :)

Burning hole is all I can say..
Thankyou Jingyi LAOGONG, Julian DLB, Ashim BI && Amanda SIAOSIAO! xD Well, the first three certainly cheered me up with their funny ways. :) && Amanda, she cheered me up unknowingly hahahaha! :D Cause we are having such a weird convo!

Today forgot to bring the house key out. DARN, I camp outside my house door in the cold till night. Manzxs I could not feel my fingers, toes, nose and cheek! Waited for mammi && mel to return x.x I stayed in the cold for 4 hours! Shoots, should have brought more clothes out! I walked around my compound 3 times trying to gain warmth and CHEENA workers fixing up the house beside me, MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS! Seeing a girl in a black hoodie with wire all entangled in her hands and hair outside her house very weird meh! Blow wolf whistles, how badly I wanted to go up there and stuff your mouth with your fingers; STAND AND STARE BEHIND THE WALL, come on out and look, and say hi atleast! Dont wait for me to glare back at you like I am gonna make your eyes pop out just with my glare; STALK, follow for what, GO BACK TO WORK! :P Seriously! >.<

2 more days and laogong is back!!! 34 more HOURS! :D

busy

Have not been blogging cause obviously I've been busy! x)

FRIDAY:
After cell group met Stanley and Cai outside. Cai told me Stanley stays at STRATFORD when he is actually staying IN my compound! I stay in no.43 and he stays at no.86! 2x my number xD. Okay anyways, back to the point we met and we walked one big round around OUR compound while shivering in the cold. && we finally decide to sit on the steps beside my house and chat. It was so funny, they seemed still a little drunk xD. && thanks for the DETAILS haha, :D really made me laugh! But since it was cold, more like a giggle. :) Went back in to MELT at about 12.15am. It was really fun chatting with them.

SATURDAY:
Went to pick Anna, head for kbox. Sang some songs and rocked the house down with METRO STATION shake it. && SEXYBACK! :D Went SOAR & headed to carrefour to do some groceries shopping with Anna for our egg tart we were making for pot bless on Sunday.

SUNDAY:
Met Anna, went to school to pick up stuff we forgot and went back to my house to bake with my sister's guidance, the egg tart. Was really tiring and YES, thanks to the AWESOME ANNA, I FINALLY watched TWILIGHT. :) Went to church after that. Yuppyupp, :)
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Today's Magnificent MONDAY! :D I shall start using EXPRESSIVE and HAPPY words to place in front of the very HEAVY word, MONDAY. Monday: MONster's DAY. Okay I cant help that cause well today I was really losing my mind. Let's just say if I told anyone in Singapore how I was today, they will totally flip and probably ask me whether I am dreaming or lying cause it's so not me. :) Oh well, && guess what PMS is quite a hard thing to get can! I tried getting it so I can make it the reason why I was like that today but guess what, I can't stop laughing at myself trying. Okay self- entertainment but well, I guess PMS is something I won't get.. YET(?) Haha, :D 3 more days till Jingyi is in my arms again! :D YES, time is killing but I am glad time is zooming past so fast too! :)

&& to PEOPLE out there: What is wrong with having a close close guy friend? Not like you must date every single guy that is nice to you right? Most BFF that last are mostly girl-guy. :P ACTUALLY you PEOPLE are right, we are more than friends.. WE ARE DLBs && Like SIBZ! Is that better since you guys insist so bad that we are more than friends? Yeah alright, I give in.(: But you should know something too, we have our own love life with different people, NOT EACH OTHER. Don't let your little minds wonder so far! Cause I am happy I've found such a close, trust-worthy and someone whom I can click with.
&& He's JULIAN.

4th dec 2008

I cant seem to upload more pics.. Blogger is so having probs! Will upload more in the next post!

People come, people go is something alot of people tell us when we say someone is gone. Well, they obviously forgot about those who come and stay. There are friends out there who stay and keep in contact while some others just probably use you and dump you aside after a while. We as human beings can't seem to stop making that mistake over and over. Sometimes people try to act maybe bitchy(?) or bimbotic (?) just to fit in a clique? Why, why cant you just be yourself and be happy and contented that there is a friend loving your personality, special and unique instead of acting like someone you are not and make people love you,when that is not really you. Sometimes we think yes, this is us but how wrong we can get when we realise that we are too use to acting this way and applying it to our lives and no one knows who is the real you not even yourself cause you are too busy trying and watching out for ways you can be like. We never treasure things around us much until when they are gone then we realise how important they are. Some friends probably use you by being really nice and label you BFF but they truly want you in their lives just to listen to their cries when they cant find anyone else to confide in, probably use you and take every advantage to hitch a ride? Or, talk to you only when you are alone with that person and have no one else to talk to. If you are treating anyone that way right now, I will say I pity you cause that shows how unstable your life is and you just take things for granted and only care about yourself..

Wow, I've got so carried away. :) I wonder, when will the true me come out and shine again.

Jingyi, I'm missing you oh so badly. Julian, get well soon && bi, I want to officially stop the jealousy thing. (:

Flying.

JULIAN IS BACK!!!! && Jingyi's not...
The past 3 days I've been chanting Julian's name and probably bugging Ashim, counting down the days and hours till he's back from singapore. Now he's back and Jingyi's gone off flying back to malaysia, I AM MISSING HER ALREADY CAN! D: I am gonna chant her name non stop, counting down the days, hours, mins and seconds till she reaches back into my arms! :D Before taking off, she rang my house phone up. Thank God I did not stay in school otherwise if I missed that phonecall I think I could have gotten into a very terrible depression. I believe she's strong, I've learnt alot about her and know she is feeling pretty numb now..

I give up TRYING to make you jealous even if its for fun. I give up teasing you. I give up acting how angry I am, that you caused the anger (though its for fun.) cause I realised how soon you're gonna go and I dont want to waste anymore precious time left I have with you.. If you want to win so badly, here you go I lose alright cause I've just realised every goodbye means alot and it prepares us for separation. If you did not forget to say bye today, I'd promise you I will still be as naive as usual and not realise how much time left..
BI aka Xiao pian zi, sha gua, ben ben; I do love you, && only you.

webcams with yun.

Was webcam-ing with yun yesterday before she left for sarah's. :) Really miss those crazy times and going KAP, growing fat with her! Hahaha, :D Her are some pics.