Flying.

JULIAN IS BACK!!!! && Jingyi's not...
The past 3 days I've been chanting Julian's name and probably bugging Ashim, counting down the days and hours till he's back from singapore. Now he's back and Jingyi's gone off flying back to malaysia, I AM MISSING HER ALREADY CAN! D: I am gonna chant her name non stop, counting down the days, hours, mins and seconds till she reaches back into my arms! :D Before taking off, she rang my house phone up. Thank God I did not stay in school otherwise if I missed that phonecall I think I could have gotten into a very terrible depression. I believe she's strong, I've learnt alot about her and know she is feeling pretty numb now..

I give up TRYING to make you jealous even if its for fun. I give up teasing you. I give up acting how angry I am, that you caused the anger (though its for fun.) cause I realised how soon you're gonna go and I dont want to waste anymore precious time left I have with you.. If you want to win so badly, here you go I lose alright cause I've just realised every goodbye means alot and it prepares us for separation. If you did not forget to say bye today, I'd promise you I will still be as naive as usual and not realise how much time left..
BI aka Xiao pian zi, sha gua, ben ben; I do love you, && only you.