So in my previous post I said I didn't feel like doing anything. So I played tetris... For 2 hours.
& I BEAT MY HIGH SCORE! BOO YEAH!
Just the right face. ;9
But when reality hits, what you have left and ran away from remains. This has been going on for weeks and months, something is definitely wrong. I'm missing something. My completeness has loosen and something fell out. Something that I have not tried finding just yet...
I JUST WANT TO SLEEP FOR A WHOLE DAY, CRY IT OUT AND SLAY THIS... How am I suppose to, when I am in this state... I do not like this point I frequently seem to unconsciously visit... The cycle is always the same: Don't get a good sleep, wake up in the middle of the night for no reason, have an unrest heart from the dream before until the sun rises, get out of bed feeling dead tired and restless, go to school like a zombie, realise you look like a hag but who cares anyway... Negative emotions. Come home, silent. Negative, negative, negative. People ask what's wrong, reply is just tired. Daze, blast music, sleep and drift.
Something is missing...
