Make-up actually makes me feel so ugly... Maybe because I can not appreciate it or maybe because I hate it so much, I tend to smudge it within 10 mins after having it on... I do not know how I am going to do it for Year 11 dance/Ball. <-- I am honestly starting to worry all over again... 12 weeks to exams, dance would be close to that and ball is SO SOON once school starts again next year...
Worry about? I'm going to look like a kid's painting of a clown because make-up is a necessity when it comes to dressing up... Guy to invite... Lets just say, I wished I had a guy close friend here too to understand we're never going to be anything more than platonic friendship... Sigh.
Right now, I am in one of those moods of not-do-anything... Not good, I know the cause and yet I can't bring myself to give in.
One day, one day.
