Tell me why.

&& Daddy Lord, Tell me why am I on this planet earth again..

Everyday I am looking for answers. Answers in life. Sometimes the past memories of life feels like a tattoo, stuck and engraved in us, but sometimes when we think of them again, we dont laugh at them like how we laughed at our silly mistakes that we did probably in kindie. Instead, we cry and play our most emo song which bring the tears forward. What are bestfriends for? To go shopping with, to camwhore with, to share snacks with but to also tell us where we've gone wrong in our life like being too selfish, inconsiderate or whatsoever. We have many bestfriends in our lives, but which out of the many we've got dares to tell us what we need to change in life so you won't end up having a miserable day or week or even life. Those who dare and did that not use that to sabotage you or criticise you to weaken your self esteem; those are true bestfriends. Now, I have a question. Which is more important? Your past love? Or your friendship love you share with a friend? I have an answer; Let the past rest in it's place even if your past love have not even moved on. If you guys wanna patch and you think its for the better, go for it. But if the past love has moved on, let that person be happy and you will slowly move on. We can't all be selfish, we have to learn to give in sometimes. Even if it meant inflicting hurts on ourselves. Because hurts, are just temporary. But Jesus dying on the cross, that was not temporary, that was eternal. Cause of that, we were given a second chance. Why ruin a friendship because of love that we know we won't marry that person? It's not worth it.. We are still too vulnerable to commit the rest of your life with that guy or girl. But friendship, some stays, some goes. Friendship usually lasts longer than most relationships that we teens have now. We should take responsibilities for our actions.. We should not sacrifice someone to share our pain or wipe your hands clean off which you know will leave stains of guilt in your life.. We should face it and not make someone else our shield to hide behind. Cause doing that is just being cruel to make that person, suffer along with you.

I have done what I could. I thought you understood but instead, I was wrong. You doing this, just shows your ruined love by him is more important than our friendship.. Why cn't we just put this away and not let it affect us? Where is the love we share? Isn't it stronger than those hurts whih was because of a guy who can't make up his mind without hurting anyone? BFF, I do love you.