21st Oct

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY & ROGER! :D
Mummy: You've been super patient with me! :x Me doing my work is all you wanna see. I KNOWWWWW >< Thanks for always cheering me up in different ways when you somehow know I'm sad. :) Thankyou! :D

Roger: Your blurness is what I laugh at ><>< Even when you are right and Mark's wrong :x. But you don't say anything. You just give that face: ._. then look back down. HAHA :D You really made me laugh on Monday about the poster thingy we had to do for physics. The three Ms against one R. And all the Ms are all female against you, a male! HAHA :D Thank you for all that laughing non stop times. :)
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I've found a song to tell my life now at this point. Now it's on repeat on my phone, my com and officially, my head.

I've finally made you smile, a true smile. Happiness is now creeping into you. :) I'm happy! That's like the best gift that anyone can give me. Talking to you is something I can't stop myself from doing so. Finding out that you lied again is not what hurts. It's the reason why you did. Stop saying it's your fault.

Slashing, self harm is somthing I really don't like. Cause me looking at the bruises and blood stain not only hurts my eyes, but my heart too. Be it enemy too, it just hurt real bad deep down.

Today went to Old folk's home during C&S. Very fun! I laugh everywhere I go! The old people super cute can! Then we made friends with this nainai I forgot her name. :x Harry, Christy and I were together. We went zou zou with her, we went to excercise with her, we went to the "playground" for old people with her and we went to this garage where had a pile of Mu Gua and alot of wood and this SUPER ANCIENT WEIGHING SCALE. The nai nai demostrate for us. :D We so guan xin her okay! She like wobbeling! :o I was like oh my goodness, hip hip nai nai must also be careful ah! Those nai nais we spoke to all say Harry and I very tall and Christy still growing :x. Christy, YOU WILL GROW! :D We were having so much fun with that nai nai that we forgot about the time! We made the whole group wait for 5 mins, :x sorry people >< ..I'm sorry..I want you to be strong, but I cant recover that fast yet.