haish..

Crap.. overslept.. haish. Man thats the bad part especially when you are home alone.. hahax. Trying to kill time.. omg, Miss Cai just called. Scared me. Thought it was that nutcase who lectures me every single phone call. Like HELLO! Let me live my life without any fast speaking chim chim chinese please! Like every phone call i dont understand about half the conversation so all I say uh uh uh.

Oh and..
CONGRATS TO MELISSA JIE FOR GRADUATING FROM UNIVERSITY!:D

Kinda miss school already.. Can't wait for Amanda to come.. And my poor doggy and I are ROTTING!! arghx.


You said you want to give. But can you bear to is another thing. I guess you don't really understand what I wrote and said. Do you think i want it this way? I don't think you want it this way either. Both of us are at fault. Yes i can admit it. Whether you are willing to admit is another. All the millions of sorry i said seems to fade. Sorry is one word that means lots. It means you realize your mistake and willing to admit it and having the courage to apologize. All I want to say now after all that we have been through thick and thin, I did not know it will just end like this. Friends to the end. I really do miss you, the fun we had and memories. I guess you have the same feelings too. Something is holding you back. Yes I know. But Since the beginning of this tight bond I have promised you that I will help you no matter what. Now is not only helping you but also helping myself. I shall let silence take over and just sit and wait till that day comes when You and I might regret. I don't want you to live a regretful life is something you might have heard since. But yeah I really meant it.
My world; My fantasized world now becomes solitude.