Everyone is getting so emo. So sad and depressed over how terrible their life can get. Dear friends please cheer up. I don't want to see you frown, not a tear nor a scream of frustrations and please, don't even think of ending your life. Life is precious, don't go slashing or even think of jumping off a building. THANK GOD FOR FEAR. Smile, and be happy you are actually alive. Not many people are as privilege as you are to live up to this day.. Treasure life while you still have it, smile and don't let anything affect you this bad cause this is just part of life. When you were given life, you were never promised you will have a perfect and unblemished life! Through all these difficulties and sadness, we grow otherwise we will never learn what hurts us and through these we also learn what to avoid and things has its time. LOVE especially, is what seems to be the main percentage on emo-ness.. We all have our right time for love and times where God tells us to wait and be patient cause your right one isn't here yet. He or she comes at the right time when God sends him or her. Don't be impatient, don't use someone else to substitute, don't even play with anyone cause it will just affect the other person and sadness is shared.. PLEASE SMILE! ^^b
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These are certain notes to various people. So don't be a kpo to read all. d:
Joey:Don't give up on yourself so easily, :} Trust in God and Pray. He will guide and lead you! ^^ I know life can be crazy and seems like a movie happening right before us but in all these trails and troubles we actually learn. You might feel like your old self is coming back. You are aware, so since you know, try to avoid that from happening. You can if you try to correct yourself if you act like your old self. :} Jiayous on your this year studies and I really do pray to see you in Perth in 2010! All the best! :D xoxo.
Nigel:
CAMWHORE BUDDY! ^^ I know you are having your own problems and troubles but you never really show them out when you are with us. :} You can always come and talk to me if you want to. :} I am always here for you. Letting out our frustrations and sadness is one thing but facing it and solving the problem is another. You don't ever have to be alone to face your problems! That's why God is there for you and He has placed family and friends there for us to cry to. && Definitely we can cry to Him too! :D Cheer up alright? :D Haha, :D Loves!
Rachel Yeo:I am always here for you to listen to you alright dear girl? :D Always ready to pick your call up and listen. :}
Zhe Hui:
I told you directly what I actually missed. && your answer was that you changed. So what if you
changed skipping buddy? Does it mean I will never get to skip again with you? Does it mean I can't trust you anymore? Who says you cant let your old self return? Cause I know you feel that this whole new person inside of you is trying to find a way to come out but at the same time you want to suicide. Where have all your cheerfulness and insanity gone? Its somewhere lost in you. You never use to turn me down on skipping trips cause skipping with you through the crowd, not caring what others say or think or curse us for being childish, we wont care. We just fight through it all and let joy over take us. Now, you hesitate. Its really sad to see you sad and frowning. Where's the smile that comes up instantly when we are mad? Now I see forced and fake smiles when you take pictures. Not sincere anymore. I know you better than this Zhe Hui, I miss my old buddy. Please don't be emo anymore, cause life is not that bad. Don't you ever think of killing yourself ever again.. Cause its hurting you now but you can always heal. Cause every bruise we get, we recover and become stronger. ^^b Jiayous, :D
Yun Xin:Thank you for staying through with me all these times dear jie. ^^ I miss you loads and wish to catch up with you soon! :D I am sorry for all the miscommunication caused. ): && Thank you for forgiveness, you are great best friend. && I promise you, you will never be a part of my past. Never. I don't want you to be cause I love you. <3
Hansika:
Kaka Kuku! :D Hope you are having fun in indo! I can't wait to reach shanghai and PULL YOUR PANTS OFF! XD Haha, we should sneak out one night and watch the sun rise together! heehee, :D I will miss you loads! :D && yes, Cold stone, Starbucks and PLAYGROUND is a necessity! XD Cam whore too! :P Loads of misses and have fun! :D
Ashim:Bi, I miss you.. T^T I look through our pictures everyday, wishing you are having fun right this instant and doing your very best. I hope you enjoyed your first day of school. :} Don't be afraid of changes anymore cause I am always there for you. Learn to face them like how I am learning ^^ it will make you happier! :D Haha, :D I love you loads loads boy. All the best for school and I really do hope to see you soon. :} I will probably go to Sydney as much as possible alright? :D You better try to come to Perth too! d: Haha, :D Yes, it will work! ^^ I will try to go online as early as possible alright? I am sorry for not being able to the last few days.. ): Can't come online to talk to you. I AM REALLY MISSING YOU! D: I wanna tell you "I love you" too. I do mean it too.. I LOVE & MISS YOU BABY BOY! Whenever I miss you, I think of you. Me in your arms, burying my face, into your chest listening to your heart beat, oh that happy tune. As you put your arms around me and whisper those 3 sweet words. Imagination. Just like what you taught me. :D Thank God for giving us such powerful brains! XD I miss you loads, love you! <3
Julian:
I am so sorry DLB! ): I so freaking regret.. ): How many sorries I may say but I agree with you, I have not been myself lately. I know that too.. But give me time to try alright? :} Now you're in Malaysia, hope you are having fun there! :D Cause your DLB is missing you. ^^
Jingyi: Having fun dear girl? :D Hope to catch up with you soon in shanghai! ^^ && I wont be surprise if you have more than just one cut :x Heehee nah just joking I know you aren't that careless. ^^ && Don't you ever say you mean so little to me cause you don't! You do mean loads to me. :} I hope you are having fun during this CNY! Miss you! :D
