Went to meet SSIS friends. Well, EX- SSIS friends. Went to Mark's club, bowled, played some arcade and head for dinner. && After that, Jingyi had to rush cause her aunt was picking her up, so I decided to accompany her and head to newton mrt to go home. While the guys went to play pool. && now, I'm home.
Have you ever felt like there is this whole other person inside of you, trying to find a way to come out? Have you ever felt like though you sit beside your closest friend but feel like he or she is so far away? Have you ever felt like you are not living your life but someone else is? Its like a flower fading in the autumn winds but will bloom in spring, it's like a Caterpillar becoming a butterfly, it's like your a hamster in a cage, trying to run but you are only running on the running wheel. (Respectively.)
+ Let yourself be expressed, let the true you shine and burst forth because no one can tell you who you are, decide your choices in life nor run your race in life for you. Everyone gets one life on this planet earth, everyone is unique and special. Don't let anything or anyone restrict you from shinning. Cause this is who you are. :)
+ Maybe your friend has changed for the better but to you, you feel like she or he has changed so much for you to recognise. But changes in life is common and most of the time its good for what the person is going through. Though that person might not be opening up to you like last time, it takes time to build back that open and out going character again. :) && Through this, friends need friends to help them. But if that person changed for the worst, its for you, as a close friend to tell him or her nicely. Cause friends are there to look out for each other. ^^
+ Make your own decisions. Don't rely on others because this is the starting step from where people feel comfortable and happy to push you around and command your every move. Its not for them to live your life cause they wont be having a very perfect life either. They will be too busy living their own life and adding unnecessary sadistic happiness in like commanding you around. Its not fair to you.. You should take a stand and know how to not be pushed around by showing that you are capable of living your own life. :) You don't have to say it, just prove it. Like what people say, "Actions speaks louder than words."
Those 3 topics up there is just encouragement to people out there who seems to be sad and cant find a way out to different difficulties and boulders in life. :) Cause through it all, you do have friends to talk to. Share your joy, happiness, sadness and anger with. ^^
Goodness, is it me or am I really becoming a hippy!
