But something changed. I HATE IT EVEN MORE now. What's worse?
People who are SUPPOSE TO BE close forgot your last birthday to celebrate with them?
or
You spoiling your own last birthday here? Making it so hateful.
&& I dont know why in the world I cried my whole journey home to my condo's staircase to my room & back to the staircase! I am a fool. Yes, i know that. Yes, Winnie you are right I guess I want it this way. You know why? Cause I cant control what is happening.
People whom you plan outings with just plainly completely forget & went out with another friend. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! HAPPY birthday huh? YEAH RIGHT.
My cousin wanted to come to my house & have fun. How to when this idiotic birthday girl spoil her OWN birthday!? When she called to ask if she could come now, my mom answered the phone. I shouted, "TELL HER TO FORGET COMING."
HATE MYSELF? YES.
&& thanks Winnie for making me realize how much I regret. Thanks for all those hurting messages to slice me in half in order to make me realize how much I deserve this.
My cousin wanted to come to my house & have fun. How to when this idiotic birthday girl spoil her OWN birthday!? When she called to ask if she could come now, my mom answered the phone. I shouted, "TELL HER TO FORGET COMING."
HATE MYSELF? YES.
&& thanks Winnie for making me realize how much I regret. Thanks for all those hurting messages to slice me in half in order to make me realize how much I deserve this.
