Yesterday & today had funfair prep.
Yesterday was fun. Today had no sweets & it was KILLING me. I wanted to just drag my feet around the whole school. Ms Cai is like uber nice can! She treat the whole class to PIZZA!! I love her manzzzzz. After that went sweet talk. I REALLY NEEDED IT. It really helped! :D Tomorrow is FUNFAIR!:D Kenneth, try REALLY REALLY HARD to come you promised! :D Oh! && Mr Lim SC is a great nice guy okay! He may seem fierce but he is really great when its not infront of the entire school. He candid shot me 5 times with weird faces!
1st: I was coming down the stairs. Thought he was testing his cam then *CLICK!* I went omgosh! My faceeeeee!!
2nd: I was using JunYuan's cam taking pics of the game stall. Did not know LIM SC was there. He took me taking picture of the game stall!
3rd: At game stall helping. Was stonning. He came to try. Then * CLICK!* Oh my!
4th and 5th: I wanted revange >< then after he tried, I used JunYuan's cam and I went *click* He noticed, He went, *CLICKCLICK!* I was sooo not expecting that!
So much for revange.. HAHA
But after that I went to sky bridge was playing with some councillors having duty with Emporio, Tricia and Hilary he came to take a pic of us. I gave the most forced smile of ever. I had no mood. No life in me. Was just feeling SIAN! Still, another weird pic. But not candid.
3rd July 2008:
After funfair prep, went to jec with Emporio, Tricia and Hilary. We took loads of neoprints! :D Went really crazy. Emporio's chauffeur took us there. :D Time passed really fast. After that we went our own ways. I went to toh payoh to meet my mom for dinner. After that she walked with me to my class venue. Met a new friend! Samantha Lim. She is really quiet ( like me in this class. ;x) she is really cute. Oh and Sylvester is darn cheeky; but funny. (: At the end of the class we had to tickle like people around us. Gosh, it was havoc. Ohoh! Today someone new came too! This really buff man. He is 20. Like my sister's age. He looks like a big, big guy with 6 packs and his muscles look like balloons can! Its sooooo big! Mega awesome! * , *
Anyways, tomorrow Emporio will be coming to my house after funfair! :D We will eat, be happy and play NINTENDO WII!:D Haha COOKING MAMA! *Terrific, better then mama!* *It's good, It's great!*:D Haha we could not stop saying these lines ever since the day we planned this after funfair thing!:D In the morning will be meeting Rachel at KAP then we will head for school. :D Long day tomorrow!:D
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you..." Jeremiah 29: 11-14a
Friday, July 04, 2008
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Thank you God.
Most of my wishes that I wrote on my wishlist came true. It's by God's grace and mercy that He grants me through my prayers. The latest one He allow to have is, have my friend back. Joey. I am really happy we are friends again. It cause I missed her like tons.
Wishes granted:
PSP.
Patch things up with Joey. :DD
Ride in Singapore Flyer!
For my hair to growLong. LONG LONG.
( well still got 2 more longs' to go!:D)
All these wishes or prayers has been answered by GOD. Without Him, till today I don't think I could have gotten these things and even this friendship back. Because I know God was the one who moved Joey's heart. I trust in Him as I pray with eagerness for this miracle to come and yes, it did.
Thank You God for answering my prayers as days go by. Thank you for not giving up on me as I, the filthy sinner sin day by day as you forgive me without fail. Thank You Lord as its for the cross that wash us clean. As its for the cross, that we have been truly transformed. Amen.
Wishes granted:
For my hair to grow
( well still got 2 more longs' to go!:D)
All these wishes or prayers has been answered by GOD. Without Him, till today I don't think I could have gotten these things and even this friendship back. Because I know God was the one who moved Joey's heart. I trust in Him as I pray with eagerness for this miracle to come and yes, it did.
Thank You God for answering my prayers as days go by. Thank you for not giving up on me as I, the filthy sinner sin day by day as you forgive me without fail. Thank You Lord as its for the cross that wash us clean. As its for the cross, that we have been truly transformed. Amen.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
I will be there.
To cyx:
I sent to you this: "No matter what what, you will always be loved by me. If you want to cry, scream, or just feel like running away from home, beep me cause I will turn into Flash and run to your house as soon as possible. Even if its late at night or super early in the morning. Don't worry alright? God loves you and so do I. Hugs and kisses. :D"
I sent this cause I care for you hoping you won't go back to your foolish ways. When I see those hurts you transfer to those scars, I felt like I failed you, hurt. What was he doing!? He is out of his mind! Helping the wrong side! Yes, but you don't have to suffer for him girl. He is not worth it. I don't know what else to do. All I can say after seeing that is," God Is Always with you. You can pray when you feel like breaking down. He was there when you felt hurt. He was there when you sat there and cried. He was there when you slashed. What would He have done if He could stop you physically? I think He cried with you. You are precious in his sight girl. You making a scar there, you are also making a scar on Him. Remember, Your body is God's temple." I promise I will pray for you, as thats the only way I can be there now.
I sent to you this: "No matter what what, you will always be loved by me. If you want to cry, scream, or just feel like running away from home, beep me cause I will turn into Flash and run to your house as soon as possible. Even if its late at night or super early in the morning. Don't worry alright? God loves you and so do I. Hugs and kisses. :D"
I sent this cause I care for you hoping you won't go back to your foolish ways. When I see those hurts you transfer to those scars, I felt like I failed you, hurt. What was he doing!? He is out of his mind! Helping the wrong side! Yes, but you don't have to suffer for him girl. He is not worth it. I don't know what else to do. All I can say after seeing that is," God Is Always with you. You can pray when you feel like breaking down. He was there when you felt hurt. He was there when you sat there and cried. He was there when you slashed. What would He have done if He could stop you physically? I think He cried with you. You are precious in his sight girl. You making a scar there, you are also making a scar on Him. Remember, Your body is God's temple." I promise I will pray for you, as thats the only way I can be there now.
Monday, June 30, 2008
2056
I thought I forgot the bus number which we slot the mark of friendship we had. But I was wrong. I remembered. Its you who have forgotten.
Its 2056; Bus Number 74. Single Deck. Last Sit, Left hand side.
Finally you have given me the answer indirectly. Through someone. Reading that conversation just gave me that definite answer. You said it straight. " I will never ever patch back"
Yeah in singlish. I bet you thought everyone is now on your side. But honestly, you are wrong. I am just a passer-by not the opposite side from you. You want them to tell you what I did? Well, I did not do anything. ITS FAKE. You wanted to take their "complains" against me thats why you want to KPO (according to your language) This was just a fake hope. A fake truth. A fake hurt coming from you. Atleast you said it straight, short and sweet. Now I know that I can give up my hope for that miracle, my last wish. I was hurt after reading that conversation? Honestly, Yes; But atleast now I know I had been through a fake friendship, teaching me to choose my friends wisely. Thank you FRIEND.
Saying, I: Pangseh, Kao Bei, Bitch, Flirt.
Pangseh? People will do that unknowingly, There is no such thing as purposely unless you hate that person.
Kaobei? When? See who was the one who started all this PLAYING COLD WAR.
Bitch? Oh? Did I WANTED TO/ FELT LIKE SLAPPING you princess?
Flirt? Hello? Why? Girls cannot talk to boys meh? If they do, they become flirts. Why must there be a separation? Don't lie and say you have not spoken to a single guy friend.
Every single girl you DESPISE you say they flirt. Cause you know what? You got nothing else to say about them.
Under your flirts list: Tricia, Marilyn and other girls you dislike whom I know who!
You really made me realize I wasted 3 months of time on you and Money to treat you on a regular basis cause you seem to be always broke. Who knew that you will change? Who knew we will split? Who knew that you became so proud to despise people? Well, I never did. Since all this happened I am still wondering why won't you just stop bitching about me and influencing people. Honestly, You were a great friend. A person I cried to. Someone I told my feelings. With all these gone the first time really cut me deep. Now, I have became strong and I am happy with that.
Its 2056; Bus Number 74. Single Deck. Last Sit, Left hand side.
Finally you have given me the answer indirectly. Through someone. Reading that conversation just gave me that definite answer. You said it straight. " I will never ever patch back"
Yeah in singlish. I bet you thought everyone is now on your side. But honestly, you are wrong. I am just a passer-by not the opposite side from you. You want them to tell you what I did? Well, I did not do anything. ITS FAKE. You wanted to take their "complains" against me thats why you want to KPO (according to your language) This was just a fake hope. A fake truth. A fake hurt coming from you. Atleast you said it straight, short and sweet. Now I know that I can give up my hope for that miracle, my last wish. I was hurt after reading that conversation? Honestly, Yes; But atleast now I know I had been through a fake friendship, teaching me to choose my friends wisely. Thank you FRIEND.
Saying, I: Pangseh, Kao Bei, Bitch, Flirt.
Pangseh? People will do that unknowingly, There is no such thing as purposely unless you hate that person.
Kaobei? When? See who was the one who started all this PLAYING COLD WAR.
Bitch? Oh? Did I WANTED TO/ FELT LIKE SLAPPING you princess?
Flirt? Hello? Why? Girls cannot talk to boys meh? If they do, they become flirts. Why must there be a separation? Don't lie and say you have not spoken to a single guy friend.
Every single girl you DESPISE you say they flirt. Cause you know what? You got nothing else to say about them.
Under your flirts list: Tricia, Marilyn and other girls you dislike whom I know who!
You really made me realize I wasted 3 months of time on you and Money to treat you on a regular basis cause you seem to be always broke. Who knew that you will change? Who knew we will split? Who knew that you became so proud to despise people? Well, I never did. Since all this happened I am still wondering why won't you just stop bitching about me and influencing people. Honestly, You were a great friend. A person I cried to. Someone I told my feelings. With all these gone the first time really cut me deep. Now, I have became strong and I am happy with that.
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