Holidays is rocking by just so soon and I'm soooooo excited! Especially for Easter Camp. Here's a summary of things before I get into anything deep!
Past few months that I was M.I.A,
Been partying every weekend. EVERY SINGLE WEEKEND! Along the way, got closer to friends, know people better, was myself even to people I weren't with, the past 2 years in Penrhos.
Along the way, met a boy. (I hear some heavy breaths being sucked in hahaha) Properly met him last year but we properly talked at Lyndall's party, 5th February. Here's everything... To begin with, I told myself,"Well, this is going to be easy. I won't like this person. He's really different from those I've liked and right now, I'm not interested in having this kind of special spot in that boom biddidy boom." We texted everyday. Non-stop. From "GOOD MORNING! :D" to "Nightnight xx" and soon the "I Love You!!! xx" & all those. Yes, you guessed it, 20 days later I started considering if I would like to share at least my year 11 life (You know, the year 11 dance, ball and etcetc) with this guy. This gone on for another 2 months. & Like any other young teenage love, things don't last but unlike any teenage love, we didn't end because we "broke up" but because we came to a mutual agreement that we're too young for this and neither of us are ready. Especially me, spiritually. But just like any sad teenage love story, after "the end" we stopped talking. Like completely... I'd like to think we're still friends... Well, that's what I hope we are.
Do I still like him? I wouldn't say it's easy to forget this person so different and unique that caught my attention but I'd say I didn't fall deep enough, let alone love this person yet so it's not too hard to move on with life.
But do I miss this boy? Of course I do honestly. I mean, last time the question was, "do you consider this as we're together?" but now it's "do you consider us as friends?" Like I said, he's different, special and just someone that made me feel myself. So...
This guy that made the past 2 months pretty exciting and different as compared to the past 2 years is Richard/Bozza. :) Cause even though its like this now... A girl who is loved shines as bright as the northern star pointing you home.
So while all these were happening, some other guys I met at my new school did disturb me a little and made me miss Penrhos hahaha but overall, friendships that I've made in Lynwood is amazing. Getting to know people better, getting closer with some and getting to understand the real teenage dramas I never really had before.
Now,
Tests are being done and now preparation of examinations are under way. There's so much to do for me especially Chemistry. I'm contented with the rest but those I feel could do better would be Human Biology and Chinese. Though I'm in the top 10 (I don't know exactly where though) I feel there's a lot more to go. & Chinese, I'm 89% now and I'm still keeping my aim above 92%. English, I'm not sure but all my tests and assessments I'm getting As and all (About 70 and above) but I am aiming for 90%. Math, I'm contented but I want to remain the top of my level and keep 97% as my constant or even higher. Studies, they're alright for me. :)
Holidays are packed till next week, EASTERRRR CAMPPPPPP! :D :D :D I am really excited. Though those that I'm close with in OCF are either not going or part time, I think this is God granting me my secret silent prayer YET to be prayed but have been on my mind... That I get to know the freshies better. I've been excluding myself from them this year. Tried prioritising and all but I'm not much good as a multi task-er thus the great results but poor social skills in OCF this year... TIME TO MEET THE REAL ME HOMIES! ;)
Future,
Also during the holidays, I'm working out more, swimming more. Cause once school starts its a rapid train ride to studies. Also, gonna hang with some peeps and bond with mummy. :)
AMAZING OPPORTUNITIES DADDY GOD HAS GRANTED ME I TELL YOU. FOR THIS HOLIDAYS! :D
Exams 5 weeks after holidays. I'm going to work so hard, you wouldn't believe your eyes. Plants vs Zombies was the worst thing that happened in my year 11 quite frankly, but that's the end.
Year 11, I'll run you down and be proud with no regrets. Heart? Back to my sacred promise, still focused and determined. 2 years, 2 months. I'm on my half way mark. No worries, I'm honestly not looking forward to this thing ending because after having the taste of being single after all that childish moments, its actually really honestly, frankly... AMAZING! :) No burdens, no extra commitments, no one to report your every minute of the day to and more time for me to focus on helping friends, bonding with them during this amazing fly period.
Okay that's the past 2 months update all squashed in 1! I'm sorry for it being so long and wordy! Now pictures to summarise a few events I had! (Next post, don't like my words crowding amazing pictures)
